2010
02.14

By Matt the Great

February 12, 2010

Pierre Fitch, the world-famous Canadian superstar of porn has revamped his member site, www.pierrefitchonline.com, in a big way. In 2007 Pierre brought home the Cybersocket Award for Best Porn Star Site. Now he has taken his award winning site to a whole new level with a fresh new design like nothing else on the web today including a live forum for members to chat about their favorite porn star and even chat with Pierre directly, and much, much more. Words cannot describe the new site design. You have to see it for yourself.

Pierre Fitch has been a staple in the porn industry for over a decade and shows no signs of slowing down (or aging). With his innovative ideas Pierre has promised that new features will be exclusively designed and add to his site as they are developed. The idea is to stay on the cutting edge and give his fans something to keep coming back to again and again.

This once Falcon Exclusive has made a tremendous name for himself in the world of amateur porn. In fact, Pierre Fitch can arguably be called the King of Amateur Porn. With some of the hottest models and high quality videos of any porn star site Pierre continues to grow his catalogue of steamy hot videos that will take your breath away. And let’s not forget the picture galleries. The galleries have been upgraded to an extremely user-friendly format that allows member to scroll through the high resolution pictures with ease and delight.

The redesign of Pierre Fitch Online has been almost a year in the making and well worth the wait. The entire site has been rebuilt from scratch to give it a unique look and quality that you will find nowhere else on the internet. Pierre was one of the first porn stars to launch his own personal member site and has stayed in the forefront ever since. Since starting his career he has understood the power and magnitude of the internet and has become a master at utilizing it to bring his unique brand of adult gay entertainment to fans across the globe.

Pierre’s latest discovery is the Scorpio Twins, a set of identical twins that will entertain all his fans as they watch Pierre and his boyfriend, Julien Cox, teach these straight twins the joys of gay sex. On a recent trip to Toronto Pierre met these lovely lads and had no hesitation about asking them to film a scene with Julien and himself. Although they are straight and had never done porn, they could not say no to Pierre, as anyone who has ever met Pierre will tell you, it’s virtually impossible to say no to his Canadian charm.

For those who wish to become affiliates of Pierre Fitch Online, Pierre is offering a generous opportunity to you as well. You can check out all the details on his site by looking under the “webmasters wanted” section for all of the details. Pierre Fitch Online will offer live auctions where members can bid on Pierre’s personal items and own a part of this living legend. The site will also feature a store for purchasing all things Pierre, and so much more. The features are limitless and will continue to grow as he develops new concepts and programs to enhance this fabulous experience.

When asked why he wanted to redesign his site from the ground up Pierre responded, “To keep my customers happy. This site is like nothing they have ever seen before because it was built the way I wanted it and I’ll be adding a lot more stuff too. My God, it was a lot of work, but it’s never been done before.”

If you have never visited www.pierrefitchonline.com or you are a former member then it’s time to pay a visit to one of the hardest working porn star/director/producers in the world. With tons of exclusive and high quality content at your fingertips you will never get bored of watching Pierre and his friends in the hottest sex scenes and photo galleries you are likely to see anywhere.

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2010
01.10

GORGEOUS BOY, JASON PITT

Jason Pitt is a true Southern gentleman. Along with his beautiful smile and sparkling eyes, this Georgia native exudes Southern charm. Just turning 20 years old, Jason has made his mark on the porn world and continues to gain loving fans and earn the respect of his colleagues. But it wasn’t an easy road for Jason. His determination and perseverance pulled him through a difficult time and helped make him the person he is today. You can follow Jason on Twitter, Facebook and on his blog, “A Little Bit of Pitt.”

MATT: Hey Jason! I hope I caught you at a good time.

JASON: Yeah, it’s fine.

MATT: You’re in Vegas right now, aren’t you?

JASON: Yeah.

MATT: What’s going on in Vegas?

JASON: Nothing really, I’m not old enough to do anything so I just like to go to the shows here.

MATT: It’s a wonderful city. I love it.

JASON: I’m in love with it too. I don’t think I’ll ever leave. I think this is my home town forever now.

MATT: Yeah, just move into the Palms.

JASON: I live right next to it.

MATT: Oh, you live in Vegas? For some reason I thought you were living in West Hollywood now.

JASON: No, it’s too much for me. It’s too big out there. I go out there and meet like six of Lady Gaga’s hairdressers and everybody has their own stories. It’s just to big for me.

MATT: I don’t recall Lady Gaga winning Best Hair from Unzipped. (Jason won the 2009 Best Hair award from Unzipped)

JASON: Oh, yeah.

MATT: A good friend of mine asked me why I wanted to interview you and I said, “The hair! Look at his hair!”

JASON: [laughing]

MATT: You just turned 20 years old, right?

JASON: Yeah.

MATT: So what drove you into the escorting and porn industry?

JASON: Porn was sort of… In high school I maintained a 3.7 [grade point average]. I was really hyper in high school and really horny, but I had really good grades. So my friends and I decided to sit down and apply to porn companies and three days later I get a call from Jet Set who asked me to fly out the next week to film a movie, so that’s how I got started in that, and it was easy money and I liked doing it. And then kind of started doing escorting. I did a live internet show with Jason Sechrest and Brandon Baker, who’s like my best friend, introduced me to escorting like three months later. He gave me his card and I called him up, said I wanted to try it out. I flew to Maine, had dinner with a client and made a lot of money off him and then I won an escort award for Best New Comer, so I just kept doing it.

MATT: The escort award, what’s that called, the Hookie?

JASON: Yeah.

MATT: Until  recently I had never heard of that award. Congratulations on winning that.

JASON: Thank you.

MATT: The past year, 2009, was a real breakout year for you. You won a few awards; we mentioned Best Hair from Unzipped and the Hookie for Best New Comer, and Gorgeous Boys voted you Most Gorgeous Boy of 2009. How did it feel to win that award?

JASON: That was good. I wasn’t expecting that. I was actually shocked with it. I was still shocked about the best hair award and then I got an email saying that, and I was completely stunned about it.

MATT: What is the creepiest experience you’ve had in escorting?

JASON: I had a client who… I don’t have sex with clients for money, so when they call me up I stress to them the fact that I only do massages and things like that. So I get there and he’s a little crazy. He was really dominant and was yelling. He was the computer client that I blogged about. I think he was crazy, I’m not sure. He kept talking to me during the massage and wanted the massage to be two hours long, so that was kind of weird for someone to book me for a two hour massage. But I did that and he couldn’t pay for it in the end. It was sort of scary. His apartment or condo was a wreck and it was just scary altogether.

MATT: I read your tips on you blog about your advice about escorting. I guess a lot of that advice came from similar experiences.

JASON: Yeah.

MATT: I thought it was great advice for people in that line of work.

JASON: I felt the need to blog about it because if I had just started in the industry and I hadn’t had Brandon Baker and fellow escorts to help me along I wouldn’t have known what to do. So I figured I would put together a small guide for people who  are just starting out or people that don’t know to much about it and help them be safe, especially those who do more than just massages with their clients.

MATT: I’ve been reading your blog for a while now, A Little Bit of Pitt, and I love the name, but I really love the blog. Why don’t you tell the readers a little about your blog?

JASON: I don’t want to base the entire blog around porn, because that’s not exactly who I am. I mean, yeah, I shoot porn and yes, I am an escort. But there is way more to me than what you see on camera so I figured I could do a blog and let people get to know me for who I am and the things I see apply. The headline of my blog is just real life. I’m not just some porn star who is just known for going out and having sex and thinking I’m superior to everybody. I don’t think I’m better than any other person on the planet. I do normal things, I like Ferris wheels, I get into arguments with friends, we set off alarms, and that’s what I blog about. That’s what my readers like.

MATT: And you really are a very down-to-earth person. I think I read that a lot of people before they get to know you think that maybe you are a little arrogant or a bit of a diva. I spoke to you the other day and I know for a fact you’re not a diva at all. Why do you think that some people get that impression before they get to know you?

JASON: Maybe it’s the porn thing because I got that impression from a lot of porn stars when I first met them. When I first started in the industry I thought some of them were the coolest thing in the world, and then when I met them at the Gay VN’s they were arrogant because they thought they thought they were the coolest things in the world because they did porn or something like that. I decided not to be that way. I stick to my roots and I’m very Southern traditional and I try to be as good a person as I can be. Maybe it’s because I have good hair and I try to take care of myself. I don’t know. But I do get along with everybody. I don’t have one enemy.

MATT: Well, I really do think you have that Southern charm, and I can say that because I actually live a few hours north of where you’re from in Georgia.

JASON: Oh, wow!

MATT: Of course going out west, it’s a whole different mentality. I think people out there are surprised by the way you treat them, and they don’t realize that is just part of being a  Southern gentleman.

JASON: And I get that from a lot of people too, especially when I go out to California and go to dinner with new people and meet new people, they say, “oh, I wasn’t expecting you to be like that.” I don’t know, my mom and little brother, they keep me down to earth and they won’t let me forget that, and I won’t forget that. I am proud of how I was raised and who I am, and if I appreciate it other people will too.

MATT: Never forget you’re from the South and never lose the Southern charm. Something else that I’ve noticed about you is that you are… I’m not going to say religious, but spiritual and philosophical. Why don’t you talk about that a little bit?

JASON: I was raised strong Southern Baptist because I was raised by my grandma for most of my life and she was Southern Baptist. I have a lot of strong views towards God but I’ve learned to do my own research and come up with my own beliefs. I take a lot of things from Buddhism and other beliefs. No matter what you believe you can’t let go of what you were raises as, so I was raised a Southern Baptist, so I still pray. It’s just the way I was raises. I do enjoy philosophy, I love Dan Brown and how educated he is in his field. I love just learning new stuff like where Buddha came from and the points that Gandhi made. I don’t know how to put it. It’s a very touchy subject. I just have a lot of different beliefs from a lot of different religions.

MATT: I’m very much the same way. I think when you look at the world’s religion there is so much that ties in together, and when you begin to study them you begin to see a bigger picture. I see exactly where you’re coming from.

JASON: Everything has something in common. Everything is on a balanced scale in my eyes. Everything has something good and bad. So, the main part of my belief is balance, like I know that if I do something good I’ll get something good in return and if I do something bad I look for something bad to happen.

MATT: You’re really big on Twitter and Facebook, and one thing I’ve noticed is that you really stay positive. I’ve noticed some of the other porn stars getting into public fights and slamming each other on Twitter for the world to see. You do a nice job of avoiding that. What are your thoughts as far as all of that public drama?

JASON: I just graduated high school last year and I was so sick of the drama, so sick of being in the group I was in. This is supposed to be a professional world and that’s the way I look at it. I look at porn like going to work. When it comes to porn and stuff like that, and the whole politics thing, it’s strictly business. I get into fights with anybody, I don’t look to get into fights with anyone for publicity, but if someone wants to make publicity for themselves and bash me, I’m totally OK with it. I’m not going to say anything back to it because I’m not going to add fire to it. That’s just the way I look at it. It’s a business that should be run like McDonald’s or something like that.

MATT: Well, let’s hope it’s run a little different than McDonald’s.

JASON: Well, I love McDonald’s. It’s my favorite restaurant. I’m not going to lie about it.

MATT: I love it too. I think they put crack or something in their food to keep people coming back.

JASON: Right.

MATT: There’s something I wanted to ask you about, and you tell me if you want to talk about this or not. You were in a serious car accident a few years ago.

JASON: Yeah.

MATT: How did that affect you? I don’t mean just physically, but your outlook and emotionally.

JASON: It doesn’t affect me as much as it use to because I have a lot of support from a lot of my friends, but when the accident happened and I got out of the hospital and saw myself for the first time in the mirror next to my computer I started screaming and crying. It scared me to death. I cried for like 45 minutes because half my face was gone. And I still keep the scars covered up with my bangs. I want to go shorter with it but I’m not comfortable with it even though Chi Chi LaRue and all my friends, they all say it looks fine, it’s a good story. I get where they’re coming from, but I’m not too comfortable with it yet and I still have more surgeries to do. I just have to get those done before I feel more like me again.

MATT: I was going to ask you about the surgeries. Is there one eye that you can’t close completely?

JASON: Yeah, my right eye stays open when I sleep. It doesn’t close all the way. I can’t wear my contacts for too long because the one in my right eye gets dryer quicker. It’s just small stuff like that that just gets to me and irritates me sometimes.

MATT: So the surgeries are going to correct that?

JASON: Yeah, I’ve had three surgeries on my right eyelid ’cause when I had the accident it took my entire eyelid off and my eyebrow and everything, so they keep doing skin grafts from behind my ear like every six months, but when the skin graft heals the scars shrink and pulls it up a little more, so it gradually gets better each time I have the surgery but I just have to keep getting more until it closes all the way.

MATT: I’ll be honest. Since I found out about the accident I have really been looking at your pictures closely and I haven’t been able to notice the first scar or anything.

JASON: Well, I’m glad. When I shoot pictures I shoot from different angles and when I shoot movies and stuff like that I sit down with the directors and tell the the angles that I’m comfortable shooting from and every thing like that so the scar doesn’t show and the eyelid looks like it closes. Like I can’t be shot above my head, like if I’m looking down at my penis while I’m jacking off or something like that; I can’t be shot above my head because you can tell that my eye stays open. Those are just the things that we have to work around.

MATT: Well, that will get better in time. Your skin will relax, the surgeries will do their thing. I just didn’t know a lot of the details other than you were in an accident and had a few surgeries, that’s about the extent of it.

JASON: If you notice  in some of my videos my right collar bone sticks out really far. It broke and almost came out of the skin. It’s still a big bump and I need to have it shaved down, I just don’t know if I want another scar on my chest from it.

MATT: You talked about your face, but how much damage did the accident cause?

JASON: Well, we flipped to miss a deer and we plowed into a tree. My seat belt broke my collar bone and three of my ribs. Then the seat belt broke and I went through the windshield and it took off all of the skin on my face. I had torn ligaments in both my legs and I broke my ulna in my right arm and the main bone in my left forearm broke and came though the skin, so I have a scar there where the skin was peeled back and the bone came through. I had three cracked teeth which got pulled three months after the accident. I have the scars on my forehead, I have a scar on my hip from it and I have scars on the top of my head but the hair covers it up.

MATT: Oh my God, Jason, you’re lucky to be alive.

JASON: Oh yeah, yeah. I know, definitely. And I’m thankful every day that I wake up that I’m still alive.

MATT: Someone was really looking out for you. For that seat belt to break and you to go through the windshield like that…

JASON: It was a pretty bad night. I don’t remember the car accident, I don’t remember three weeks before the accident or a month after the accident. But a group of Mormons saw the accident and came over and they sat with me until the ambulance and helicopter got there. They put a divinitive prayer on me and that raised my religious views a lot more, especially being more respectful towards other religions and what they believe. They came to visit me like every other day in the hospital. They drove all the way from my home town to Atlanta just to see me and checked up with me almost every day when I got out of the hospital. They would come to my house. It was just really cool.

MATT: You really don’t remember anything three weeks prior to the accident?

JASON: Yeah, like I don’t remember going to work, I don’t remember making money, I don’t remember going to school. It’s like a complete blank in my head from that period of time. I remember waking up in the hospital sometimes, but it’s just bits and pieces.

MATT: I hope you don’t mind me asking you about that. It’s a fascinating part of your life.

JASON: Hey, I don’t mind talking about it. I’m completely comfortable with it now. It’s meant to be told. I survived something horrible and if I can share the story and save someone else’s life I’ll tell it 3,000 times.

MATT: I’m glad to hear that. Now this year you’ve released a lot of new videos online and on DVD with Cocky Boys, Jet Set Men, Chi Chi LaRue, Jason Sparks. How many have you done this year?

JASON: Let’s see. I’ve done the Jet Set movies, I’ve done the Colt Studios, Falcon Studios, Cocky Boys and a couple of other smaller internet sites.

MATT: What are you looking forward to in 2010?

JASON: 2010, I’m looking at making my site into a bigger site instead of just a blog. I want to start hiring my own models and making something besides the porn that I do for the bigger studios. I want to have my own video page, my own stills page. I think the views I get are like between 1,200 and 1,400 views a day on my blog itself. My blog is pretty good, and if I can turn that into money that’s what I want to do. I want to turn my career into a bigger money making career besides just the porn I do. I’m looking to have everything done by my birthday this year. I want everything to be launched by my twenty-first birthday.

MATT: Wow! That’s great. You’re birthday’s in December, right?

JASON: Yeah, which gives me a year and I’m looking forward to it. I know a lot of good people who have been helping me.

MATT: That’s fantastic. Launch your new site on your birthday and have your first legal drink!

JASON: Well, I don’t drink alcohol so I will probably go and gamble away like a thousand dollars, because I do like to gamble. I gamble illegally every now and then and that’s what I’m going to do the night of my birthday. I’m going to go gamble.

MATT: There you go. Sounds like fun. I read somewhere that you like to walk down the street in your underwear.

JASON: Really? Hmmmm.

MATT: Is that true or just something someone posted about you?

JASON: I think somebody just posted that, but that does sound interesting. I wouldn’t do it during the winter though because it’s way to cold. I don’t like cold weather at all. I love hot weather. But I may do that and record it and post it on my blog just for you.

MATT: Awww, thanks! Well, let me ask you this, is there anything you want to say to your fans?

JASON: Just that you haven’t seen all of me. I haven’t filmed a movie in a few months now but I’m not going anywhere. I plan on being here for a while now. So all throughout my twentieth I want to stay in the industry because there are some really good people here and I have fans from all over the world who I talk to on Facebook and Myspace on a daily basis. When people message me I make sure I get them a reply back. I’ll put them in a folder and if it’s a week later or two days later, they’ll get a reply back because if they sat down and wrote me a message I’ll write them a message back when I have time. Because I’ve sent messages to others to tell them how cool their videos were and I think it’s cool to get a message back from them, but it doesn’t happen; so why not give the pleasure of sending a message back when they look up to somebody?

MATT: Who was the porn star that inspired you to want to become a porn star?

JASON: Honestly, it was Roman Heart. I still look up to  him. I like his body a lot. I would never hook up with him because I like to keep him as a fantasy, but he was mine and my best friend’s  fantasy. We watched all his videos together and stuff like that, and he was the reason I tried out for porn.

MATT: I really want to thank you for the interview.

JASON: Any time. I want to thank you again for the interview. I think it went really well.

MATT: Thank you, and enjoy Vegas. Have a good night.

JASON: Thank you. You too.

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2009
12.23

CRUZ’ING INTO THE NEW YEAR

Steve Cruz has become one of the most recognizable figures in porn today, both as a performer and a director. His talents in front of the camera and behind have earned him accolades from fans and colleagues alike. Steve was gracious enough to grant me this interview to talk about what is going on with him now and what we can expect in the future. You can follow Steve on Facebook, and Twitter.

MATT: Hey Steve, how are you?

STEVE: Great!
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MATT: You and Bruno Bond have a great new site, www.hardfriction.com. Tell me what your fans can find there.
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STEVE: Thanks, yes, we just launched the new studio this month. There’s a variety of hot scenes available online now with weekly updates guaranteed to members. You’ll find  everything from hard core sex scenes in the studio, to Screen Tests of the new discoveries that walk through our door. We try to get out of the studio often and travel. This year we shot in Chicago, London, San Diego and Australia.  Bruno and I pass around the camera in our series called ‘Hook-ups’, which makes it feel like you’re really there. Chemistry and real sex is quality of everything we shoot. We try to shoot all types of guys, all races, body types… whatever is masculine and hot!

MATT: You’ve won quite a few awards in the last couple of years. Tell me about your awards and which one do you think means the most to you?

STEVE: Yeah I’ve been lucky! Especially at the Grabby’s. I took home 2009 Performer of the Year. It was a wonderful surprise, doesn’t get better than that! Naked Sword also presented me with their highest honor in 2009. The award is a real sword, pretty impressive.

MATT: You have two new DVD releases with Raging Stallion, Focus and Refocus. What are the themes of the movies and what can fans look forward to seeing in the movies?
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STEVE: It’s a a two part porn murder mystery. There was a real script and some of us took acting lessons. But all of that is elaborate polish. What makes the movie great is the sex. All of the performances are hot. I had the time of my life filming with Ricky Sinz and Adam Killian. You can tell we’re having fun with it. It’s one of the lighter moments in an intense film. I play a porn star, the lead character becomes obsessed with me as people start dying. I fall into the hands of the killer in the end… my death scene took over 30 takes because of the condensation from the shower effecting the shot. I had to hold my breath for minutes each take, all for 15-30 seconds of film. Thats movie magic!
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MATT: Hard Friction 2 is due out in April. What can you tell us about that?
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STEVE: Like Hard Friction, which is out now, HF2 is another collection of our favorite scenes. I took a break from editing Bruno’s scene right now. The way he goes all the way down on this fat uncut cock!  Everything I love to watch! \ This time were looking to expand the collection to include a second feature disc of our ‘Hookups’ and ‘Screen Tests’ —shot on our recent trip to Sydney. AND a hot scene with Raging Stallion Man Remy Delaine!

MATT: Tell me about www.stevecruzxxx.com?

STEVE: I built and maintain the site myself. Now that www.hardfriction.com is a membership site, www.stevecruzxxx.com will remain free to fans!  There you’ll find the latest news and links to my projects. You can also find all of my movies in the movie section- not just my performances, but also the movies I’ve directed for Falcon.

MATT: You are passionate about safe sex. Your site, www.howiroll.info is dedicated to educating people about safe sex. Talk a little about the site.
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STEVE: Another website I designed. I keep it alive with my own resources, its been online for over 2 years. My hope was to inspire real men and fans to think about the quality of sex they are having. Though risky forms of sex have become popular it doesn’t mean we grow bored with safer sex or forget responsibility. The site is meant to encourage everyone— positive and negative men alike— to consider how we can have hotter sex without spreading HIV. There is also information about STDs and testing. I wanted to go one step further and actually provide free information and some resources.
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MATT: Tell me about your blog, www.stevecruzblog.com.
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STEVE: My blog has been so many things. A place to promote my movies, a daily beard diary, a game of truth of dare. It’s really an online zine, and my space where I can interface with my fans. And for the fans, I try to keep it entertaining without resorting to personal mudslinging for attention. Sure I vent and bitch sometimes but it’s not mean spirited. I’m not into bringing people down. So many blogs have fallen into that trap- actively appealing to negative controversy.
Frankly its been done and overdone. It lacks imagination for one. And I just didn’t want that in my space. I post constructive criticism if it relates and if its respectful, but my blog comments are moderated.
It’s not that I’m a porn pollyanna, ask anyone who knows me there are people I dislike, I’m human. And some people really are assholes. Who they are remains my business. When we do have a controversial subject I make sure critical comments remain respectful.
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MATT: You’re a talented performer and director. Which is the most rewarding for you?
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STEVE: I can’t decide because I love doing both! I also enjoy operating a camera while being directed. I’ve been working closely with Chris Ward this year shooting scenes he directs. I can say that if I stopped performing I would feel like a light went out. It’s in my blood!

MATT: How did you get into porn?
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STEVE: The gay mafia! Blackmail! No actually Chris Ward scouted me and offered me my first two pictures.
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MATT: Outside of the porn industry you have some interesting hobbies, music and painting. Tell us a little about what you do when you’re not working, your music, your art, etc.
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STEVE: Since I launched my own studio I haven’t had much time to play my bass or compose music, but some of my music is featured in ‘Hard Friction’, scene 5. Both Bruno and I are fine artists but neither of us have completed a painting this year, again we’ve been working so hard, we haven’t had leisure time.
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MATT: I’m a painter myself. Do you prefer acrylics or oils?
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STEVE: I work in acrylic. I work fast and apply several layers. My work is in a non objective abstract expressionist style, and very colorful, lots of movement.

MATT: How are you spending your holidays this year?
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STEVE: With Bruno. We’re staying home with the cat. Quality personal time, long overdue.
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MATT: Is there anything that you would like to say to your fans?
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STEVE: Thank you. Without your support Steve Cruz wouldn’t exist. Every performance and every movie, is me working hard for you. Merry Christmas! Be safe, healthy and prosperous in 2010.
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MATT: Thanks Steve. I hope you and Bruno have a great Christmas and a fantastic New Year!
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2009
12.13

Dawson Riley: Boy Next Door

Recently I had a chance to talk to Dawson Riley, one of Randy Blue’s newest and hottest models. Only being in the porn industry for less than six months Dawson has made a big splash with his boy-next-door charm and stunning good looks. Please follow Dawson on Titter, Facebook, and Myspace, and look for big things from him in the future.

MATT: Hey Dawson, how are you?

DAWSON: Hey, I’m actually really good. how are you?

MATT: I appreciate you taking the time to do the interview.

DAWSON: Yeah, anytime. Definitely.

MATT: I understand you’ve been really busy lately.

DAWSON: Yeah, I’ve been all over the place. I’ve been to Hollywood, West Hollywood, I’ve been traveling, got back from Indianapolis about two weeks ago. I was in Colorado for a little while, and now I’m back in the town where my family lives now in Arizona. So, it’s pretty nice to get away from the crowd just for a little while.

MATT: Did you move back to Arizona or are you just there for a little while?

DAWSON: I’m back and forth. But for right now I’m just chilling out and waiting for my next scene which is going to be in January.

MATT: Well, it’s always nice to get back with family for a little while.

DAWSON: Exactly, especially during the holiday season. It’s good.

MATT: I heard something interesting. You had an ex-girlfriend that got you into gay porn. Is that true?

DAWSON: Actually, yeah, that’s true.

MATT: How did that happen?

DAWSON: She was really into two guys doing stuff together and she was like, “you really should do it and make some really good money at it.” I was like, “well, I don’t know.” She was like, “well, you’re into other guys.” And I’m not afraid to do stuff with other guys and she knew that and she got turned on by it. It’s good to keep sexual desires alive and I’m more of a giver than a receiver. That’s pretty much how my whole career in the industry started.

MATT: That’s the first I’ve ever heard of that. I’m sure you’ve been asked this a hundred times, but do you consider yourself to be gay or bi?

DAWSON: It’s a good mix of both. My preference is, if you have a good personality it doesn’t matter who you are, you know what I mean? I’m a good-hearted guy just like the guy next door. When it comes to sex I’m just naturally really horny. So, it’s all good.  I’m actually talking to you right now from local video store. I’m in the adult section. It’s really funny.

MATT: That is really funny. Is this a good time to talk?

DAWSON: Oh, it’s perfect. I’m just walking around looking at movies and stuff.

MATT: Well, you’re in the adult section, so it’s OK.

DAWSON: Yeah, this is awesome.

MATT: So how did you get hooked up with Randy Blue?

DAWSON: How did I get hooked up with Randy Blue? I went through Fierce Scouting. I contacted him and said I was interested in doing porn. He had no idea what I looked like when I contacted him. It was just via text message when I got a hold of him. And he was like, “Well, send me some pictures and I’ll tell you where you should go.” So I sent him some pictures and he fell in love with it and he was like, “You’re perfect for Randy Blue.” Coming from where I live I didn’t watch too much porn. Pretty much whatever I wanted I got it, like any sort of action at all, so I didn’t really need to watch a lot of porn just to get off. So, I did my research and saw Randy’s website and fell in love with it. I thought it was really professional and I’ve been happy ever since working with them.

MATT: That’s great! You really just started this year.

DAWSON: Yeah, I’ve literally only been in the industry about six months now.

MATT: You’ve made a really big impact so far.

DAWSON: It’s only been six months. I only have about four or five films out and I’m just moving. I have a pretty nice fan base on Myspace, Twitter and Facebook. You know, I just love interacting with my fans and showing them a little bit of what my personal life is like. That’s the biggest thing, you see a lot of what I do on Randy Blue but do a lot of guys see the real character behind the actor, do you know what I mean? So that’s biggest the part that I really want my fans to see, how I am personally. I think that’s a big plus in how big I’ve gotten in the industry, just showing them how I am and they just fell in love with my personality and it’s just gotten really big.

MATT: You really do come across as a down-to-earth guy. It’s not like the overnight success has gone to your head.

DAWSON: No, not at all.

MATT: Is there anything that you have not done on film that you would like to do? Any kind of fetishes or kinks or anything like that?

DAWSON: Well, me personally, I like to have a lot of fun. I have a website that’s going to be going up soon. I don’t know, there’s so much stuff to do, the market’s huge. I really want to target every type of adult industry type of gig, whether it’s from a little bit of fetish for those who like fetish to… I don’t know, I want to give a little piece of me to every type of crowd there is. So that’s where it stands right now.

MATT: You also have your own blog at www.dawsonriley.com. What can fans find on your blog?

DAWSON: I haven’t actually updated it in a while, but they’ll find just a lot of my personal daily activities. Just fun little things I do throughout the day, updates on my life. Nothing to big.

MATT: You’re really into motocross.

DAWSON: Yeah I am actually.

MATT: Do you race?

DAWSON: I used to race. It’s a lot of fun.

MATT: What other sports are you into?

DAWSON: I grew up playing baseball, football and wrestling. I was really big in baseball. Before I threw out my rotatetor cuff I was actually being scouted to go pro in baseball, but that pretty much went down the drain with my shoulder.

MATT: So, as far as your porn career, where do you see yourself going? Is this something long-term for you?

DAWSON: Yeah, I mean I’m definitely in it for the long run. Right now I’m pretty much exclusive with Randy Blue but I have offers from a lot of the major DVD companies for porn industry. I actually get offers from both straight and gay porn, which is really nice because I know that there’s a good market for a good guy like me. But I just look forward to doing a lot more DVD work as well after I get done doing online. So you might see me on some box covers coming up.

MATT: Now, what about your workout routine? You stay pretty regimented.

DAWSON: I try to hit the gym every day. Before I started in porn I was really focused on just trying to get my body into tip-top shape; I really wanted to come out with a bang. My workout routine before I started in the industry was pretty much two work outs a day, three hours in the morning and three hours at night. I split it up, so when I go in the morning I try to target an hour’s worth of cardio and an hour’s worth of abs, then try to do split it up and do the upper body in the morning and then  for the evening I would do an hour’s worth of cardio again, an hour’s worth of abs and then instead off doing my upper body again, I do my legs. So altogether I’ve got about a six hour workout a day before I started in the industry because I wanted to get my body really good.

MATT: Well, you’ve definitely done that.

DAWSON: Thank you. I mean, with porn you get a lot of guys that show up on set and all they think about is fucking, you know what I mean? What I really want to bring out and show is that true emotion, I really want to show a lot of sensual love making. That’s what I really want to show because fucking is fun, but I really want to make it more of a reality type of video, more realistic. Because not a lot of porn is as realistic as we want it to be anymore and that’s the flavor that I want to put in. And I think that’s the reason I’ve done so well so quickly is just the fact that I want to make it more realistic and have more fun with it.

MATT: It’s funny you brought up the emotional part of it. What were your emotions like when you first started? Was it more nervousness, more anxiety, what were your emotions?

DAWSON: My emotions… I was really anxious. I wanted to see myself progress really quick. But as I started networking and meeting a lot more stars and them being the age that they are, I have a long time in this industry and there is no rush. The videos that I make are going to be phenomenal because I’ll have a fan base that wants to watch me and not just how I look on a certain day. I’ve played around with my hairstyles a little bit and my fans love me for me, and that’s the really cool part. I don’t get a lot of harsh criticism at all actually. When I see a lot of these other stars on Twitter they get a lot of negative feedback and you see them writing about how certain people are jackasses and stuff like that. My fan base, I’ve noticed, is really classy because they like me for me and I’ve shown them my true emotions and how I actually am. I try to keep drama-free as much as I can and it works. It’s probably one of the biggest blessings I have is being in the porn industry.

MATT: You’re right and that’s pretty smart. That has been the downfall of a lot of porn stars, their tendency to create a lot of drama. Now, you’re just 18 right now, right?

DAWSON: Exactly.

MATT: So you do have a nice long career ahead of you.

DAWSON: Yeah, you look at all these porn stars, they’re in their mid to late twenties. Some of the oldest porn stars, if you look at Rob Romoni, he’s almost in his forties.

MATT: Yeah, I believe he’s 38.

DAWSON: It just depends on how you market yourself and take care of yourself and keep your head on straight. And that’s what I really try to do. A lot of people look at it as maturity level rather than just doing porn. It depends on how you take care of yourself, that’s what gets you by.

MATT: So, outside of porn who is the real Dawson Riley? What are your hobbies? I think people are just as interested in that as they are your porn work.

DAWSON: Outside of porn I’m just your guy next door. I like to hang out with friends and just kick back. Every now and then drink illegally and just kick it, you know what I mean? I don’t get into a lot of trouble. I’ve got my head on my shoulders. I’m a family guy, I love to hang out and kick it with the family and every now and then go horseback riding. I used to do a bit of bull riding as well.

MATT: Really?

DAWSON: Yeah, my family’s got a ranch out in Texas and I did a little bit of bull riding out there. It’s fun. Whenever I go back I like to hop on and give it a shot again.

MATT: I would not have seen that one coming.

DAWSON: Don’t let this pretty little face fool you.

MATT: Damn, I forgot what I was going to ask you next. That bull riding threw me right off.

DAWSON: It’s alright. Not a lot of people expect that. I should post a picture of me doing it on Twitter.

MATT: You really should. I have to see that.

DAWSON: Alright, I’ll get a hold of it.

MATT: What was your family’s reaction when they found out you’re doing porn?

DAWSON: It’s only been six months and a lot of people try to cover it up by saying, “I’m going to hang out with friends,” or, “We’re going on a road trip,” blah blah blah. My philosophy on life is I live with no regrets and everything that happens happens for a reason. I wasn’t going to go off living a double life. I pretty much told my family straight up that I’m a gay porn star. At first they were like any family, they were a little shocked, but they love me for me and they don’t want to lose the relationship or ex me out of the family or anything like that. They know my personality, they know that the economy alone is a really hard place to live in right now and the respect me for trying to make it in a really hard world. So, it’s really nice.

MATT: If you were not doing porn what do you think you would be doing right now?

DAWSON: I actually would continue my career in the fire department.

MATT: I read something about that. Were you a volunteer fire fighter?

DAWSON: Search and rescue. I can still do it. It’s not like they still won’t take me. I’m actually a sixth generation fire, so it definitely runs in the blood. It just on hold for right now. I mean I’m having fun with my porn career and looking for just a fun part-time job to keep me busy. Money wise  the porn is amazing. It’s phenomenal, I have no complaints there but I just like to stay busy. The human body’s not meant to sit around and do nothing. I work out and go to the gym and come home and talk to a lot of my fans and have a lot of spare time, so I’m looking to have a part-time job, so I’m looking to get something in the nutritional area selling beneficial health  care supplements, so we’ll see what happens there. I’m just letting life coast right now. I’m in no hurry. It’s good. It’s really good. I’m really good at selling things to people. I’ve actually had a couple of adult signings at a couple of adult store, and along with the signings customers have asked me what my personal advice on a couple of sex toys and what-not. And so I gave some of my advice and actually sold about $500 worth of products.

MATT: Maybe that’s the business you need to go into, selling sex toys.

DAWSON: I would be good at selling some good sex equipment, I tell ya. If it’s from nipple clamps to Magnums and XL condoms to lube to Fleshlites or Fleshjacks, I could tell you how good it feels and explain it to you and you would just go nuts. It’s awesome. I love seeing the smile on people’s faces when they walk out and they were like, “Yes, I can’t wait to use this.” It’s so cool. I love it.

MATT: Tell me about your personal appearances. Do you do quite a few personal appearances?

DAWSON: Every now and then I do. When I was living in the West Hollywood area I made a lot of appearances. I would come out and do a lot of promotional modeling for Manhunt.net as well as Malematch.com, so whatever I could do. I’m hopefully going to be doing a lot of appearances quite a few Pride parades with Randy Blue this year.

MATT: Oh, that would be great for you.

DAWSON: Yeah, that’ll be really fun. I love to interact with people. That’s my biggest fix. Not only having sex on camera, but hanging out with fans and just talking and really having a good time. You know that’s the biggest thing. I love being social, I’m a social person.

MATT: Is there anything that you want to say to your fans?

DAWSON: Pretty much I just really want to thank them for being really sweet and really awesome and enjoying my work. Without their support and a lot of their love my character wouldn’t be who he is. That’s a guarantee. Just look forward for a lot more scenes with me coming out.

MATT: Alright, man. I sure do appreciate it.

DAWSON: Yeah, definitely, any time. If you ever want to do another interview just let me know. I would love it.

MATT: Well, have a great holiday and I’ll talk to you soon.

DAWSON: Sounds cool. I’ll talk to you later.

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2009
12.03

The very popular gay-for-pay model, Malachi Marx has written an intriguing and candid book about his experiences in the gay adult industry. The book entitled Gay 4 Pay is scheduled for release later this month. You can go to www.gay4paybook.com to pre-order your autographed copy while supplies last. There are a limited number of autographed copies left, so place your order soon. I had the pleasure of speaking to Malachi about his book and his time in the gay porn industry and was very surprised at his candor and humility. You can follow Malachi on Twitter , Facebook and Myspace.

MATT: Hey Malachi, How are you?

MALACHI: Excellent. How are you?

MATT: Good. I appreciate you doing the interview. When is the release date for your book?

MALACHI: It’s tentative but it’s looking like mid-December to just before Christmas. I should know better within the next week.

MATT: Good, so it should be out in time for Christmas then.

MALACHI: Yes, definitely.

MATT: Tell me a little about the book. What are some of the things that people may be surprised to learn?

MALACHI: I was an escort and a gay porn star for a year and a half and I also played the role of a photographer and journalist throughout it. I documented everything and compiled many great stories. It’s a very raw insight into the X-rated industry and how a heterosexual man’s emotions are effected by this industry. So it’s like a journal documentation of what I went through.

MATT: So it’s been like a year and a half long social experiment for you.

MALACHI: Yeah, definitely. It was a wonderful experiment. I learned a lot and had wonderful experiences. And from it I got very passionate material.

MATT: Which came first, the escorting or the porn?

MALACHI: The escorting came first and the porn came second.

MATT: How did you get involved in porn? Did you apply or were you picked up by a scout?

MALACHI: I was actually picked up by a scout. I sent my picture in and they referred me to Randy Blue.

MATT: Do you have any plans to continue in the business?

MALACHI: No I don’t. I’ve retired completely.

MATT: The gay community is accustomed to gay-for-pay models, but what was the attraction for you to do gay porn as opposed to straight porn?

MALACHI: The attraction was obviously the money. The money you get paid… I mean, you can’t even compare. I almost did a couple straight porn gigs but it would pay $250 as opposed to gay porn paying $2,500. So that was the greatest motivation behind it.

MATT: That was kind of a no-brainer I guess.

MALACHI: Right. It was like, OK, what should we do here. It was easy. At first, obviously as a heterosexual, I explored the avenue of doing straight escorting and straight porn, but once I realized that there’s not even a big market at all for it and there’s no money to be made I switched over to the gay industry.

MATT: At what point in your life did you decide you wanted to start escorting?

MALACHI: It was just a year and a half ago. I speak about this in my book. My motivations for getting into it; the different stressers and activators of the occupation, and one of them, the biggest one, was the economic downfall and debt that I had and family issues. I had been a fashion model in New York City and I knew that it went on, but I didn’t know to what intensity I could take it to. On top of that, my girlfriend got pregnant, so I had huge motivation to do something to make quick money. In my book I talk about there being three examples to make quick money, cash, fast: dealing drugs, robbing banks or escorting/porn. Out of those three escorting is pretty much legal, and porn is legal. So, it was an easier decision for me.

MATT: No bank robbing for you, huh?

MALACHI: No bank robbing, no dealing drugs, no more.

MATT: No more?

MALACHI: In my book I talk a little about dealing drugs in the past, some of the things I went through in my childhood. I touch base on that. It’s a really raw outlook. It’s unadulterated, it’s in-your-face real. It’s going to be awesome.

MATT: I can’t wait to get my hands on a copy once it’s released.

MALACHI: Thanks! My main goal is for it to be sold as a movie. I’ve got a lot of offers and the book has not even come out yet. Everybody likes the buzz about it. I’d like to see it produced into a wonderful film.

MATT: That was actually my next question for you, are there any plans for turning it into a movie?

MALACHI: Absolutely. I mean my book only represents about 25% of the content that I have documented and the stories that I have. So, not only could the book itself be a film but what I have in my arsenal back at home is just incredible material – tons of content, tons of data, so I know that I would be able to directly participate in the process of developing a great film.

MATT: Are there any plans in the works for a follow-up book?

MALACHI: Hmmm… well I was thinking about an international version where the book is based mostly in Europe and Asia and different parts of the world. I’ve thought about that and doing a deluxe special edition of the current book with more colorful pictures, but that would be a more expensive book. I’m not too sure right now. I’m going to see how this goes with the book and the film first.

MATT: I hope it all goes really well. I think the reason I do these interviews is the same reason you wrote the book, to give people an insight into the industry and the people rather than just seeing them as models.

MALACHI: Oh, it’s really going put the readers in my shoes. They will feel my emotions and live the stories of my journey in this industry. It’s as if you stumbled upon my journal. I’m excited to share my insights.

MATT: Talk a little about the emotions that were involved when you first started with started with Randy Blue. What were your emotions like at that time?

MALACHI: Well, starting in Randy Blue, it definitely took a lot of training in my mind. I had been escorting about four or five months prior to it, so I had already gotten used to doing gay acts for pay, but porn was a whole new issue. Not only was it gay-for-pay but it had the extra element of fluorescent lights blinding my eyes and about five other guys just watching me. It was such a higher level of physical and mental exertion. By the end of a porn shoot I was just exhausted. It took longer to recover because there was so much work and I had to be so attentive and on point at all times. It was a lot different. It was a big struggle getting into it but once I learned a few tricks and was able to get into meditation with my mind and be able to focus on things that would take my mind to different places, it became easier and easier.

MATT: What are some of the experiences that left a lasting impression on you?

MALACHI: From the porn industry or escort industry?

MATT: Well, actually, both.

MALACHI: Both? The lasting impression is what I learned that I could apply to every day things that I do. I met people and clients from all walks of life, all races, all religions. You name it, I’ve had clients like that. And what I got from it was an increased intuition on people. That’s what I’ve really gained from it; I now feel like I have the ability to understand people on a higher level.

MATT: On the flip-side of that, what would you look at as being the biggest drawback of the industry.

MALACHI: Probably overexposure, losing some friends, people finding out what I do, family issues sometimes – that is the downfall of the business. I also had some drug use during that time that I talk about.

MATT: But you’re clean now.

MALACHI: Absolutely, yeah.

MATT: Good. I’m glad to hear that. Drug use does seem to be a major factor in the gay adult industry.

MALACHI: Huge. I talk about it a lot in my book. The thing about myself is that I’m confident in who I am, and I know how to utilize different substances for different situations. I examined myself, I documented everything, I wrote poems, I did this, I did that, I took pictures. So I felt the emotion of using substances and then tried to convey who I was and what I felt during each time.

MATT: Why do you think that drugs are such an integral part of the porn industry?

MALACHI: Well, honestly I believe it has to do with a sense of emptiness afterward. You do the work, you get the large check, and you’re like, OK, I did it. But yet you feel empty in a way. There was so much excitement, so much thrill, so much mind-bending stress on your body. All you want to do is shut off your mind and body and relax. So a lot of guys smoke weed to relax and then do coke before hitting the clubs. I’m just speaking from my own experience, but I only did cocaine on days when I had worked all day, made a shit-load of money and wanted to go out and fuck some girls to forget everything I had just done. So, cocaine was available and I did it for a moment in time. I have used weed consistently to  help me relax; it enabled me to just be myself in an industry that I was constantly acting in.

MATT: With any experience in life you learn things about yourself. In the last year and a half what have you learned about yourself that you were not aware of before going into the industry?

MALACHI: I would have to say… I mention this in my book; people ask me, “How do you know that you’re heterosexual?” I know more now than I ever did before because I’ve actually explored it. I think that one of the biggest things that I’ve learned from this exploration is that I actually am heterosexual. There’s not a gay bone inside of me. I understand homosexuality better now, obviously, and I respect it now that I know the community, but I know that I’m heterosexual. I’ve never been turned on looking at a guy or been attracted to a guy.

MATT: You have really made a following in the gay community and been accepted by the gay community.

MALACHI: That was definitely my goal in this project. I look at the wonderful demographic and I knew that there was a great opportunity for me to learn.

MATT: Did you encounter any resistance or fall-out from people in the industry of from fans for being gay-for-pay?

MALACHI: Any resistance I had would be from certain fans. I’ve noticed that I’ve lost some fans from me just being honest. However,  the number of fans I have lost is nowhere near all those that are still rooting for me. Some fans have this fantasy about a straight guy actually being gay, I mean it’s a really big play on the desire in their minds. So when I came out and said, “No, actually I’m straight,” it can really hurt some people. It kind of destroys the entire buildup they have created. So I think I’ve done that in the last month by announcing my retirement, by announcing this book, by being on these blogs and doing all these interviews. My assistant, she goes through my emails and we’ve read some funny emails where people have said, “I don’t like you any more, I’m taking your pictures down.” So any resistance I’ve felt has only appeared in the last month or so and it’s very small; I probably have had ten emails out of the thousands that have displayed cold-hearted resistance.

MATT: It’s always best to be true to yourself and be honest about who you are. I mean, you were working in the fantasy business and people need to take it for what it is. You’re right, there are a lot of porn fans that try to impose what their idea of the model should be onto that model.

MALACHI: Oh yeah, definitely, and I touch base on all of that in my book. I touch base on the fact that I had some clients who would try to turn me gay. They had mental games, they had conversations and interrogating questions and things like that. I speak on that, I speak from my angle and how I felt at that present moment when I knew that what they were trying to do was initiate me into homosexuality in a way. They would try to see if it was there. It was really interesting, but a lot of my clients and a lot of the industry like knowing that they guy is straight. My clients actually like me being straight and were aware of this. IA couple times at the porn company us models would ask, “What do you want me to say?” And they would tell us to, “Say you’re straight because percentage-wise guys are liking that. That’s more money for us, that’s more fans, that’s more members.” I know some guys who are bi or who are gay who would say that they were straight because percentage-wise you had a greater chance of turning on the client.

MATT: What are some of the things in the book that the reader will learn about the industry as far as different individuals, models, directors, etc? Do you have stories about them?

MALACHI: Well, the thing is that my goal is to make a very passionate piece of art with this book, not to upset anyone. So this story is only based off of my experiences.  I changed names, I changed cities, I changed some details. I don’t really speak on people or give stories on other stars or directors or any of that. I respect the industry, I respect who I worked with. And like I said, I don’t want to make anyone upset or want to say anything about them in any way. When I give any insight or talk about it I go through great lengths to make sure that people don’t know who it is, because the thing is I’ve had a lot of big-league clients and a lot of people that are famous or in powerful positions and I want to make sure that I’m doing the right thing by not giving any hint as to who it is.

MATT: I think that’s a smart thing to do. Now, right now you have a limited number of hardcover copies that will be personally autographed by you for pre-sales. Do you still have any in stock?

MALACHI: Yeah, I definitely do, I have some in stock. Just the hardcover right now is being autographed. If I see a high enough demand for autographed paperbacks I may consider that too.

MATT: Well, I hope everyone that reads this interview goes over to your site, www.gay4paybook.com and pre-orders a copy.

MALACHI: Thank you very much.

MATT: Like I said, I’m anxious to read it myself. I have a lot of friends in the industry and it’s always fascinating to see someone’s different point of view because everyone has a different experience.

MALACHI: Exactly.

MATT: What’s fascinating about you is being a heterosexual man in the gay porn world and escorting. Your experiences are going to be totally different than someone who’s gay.

MALACHI: Yeah, and there are some people who want to read it and some people who don’t want to read it. I love the controversy and I love the buzz about it, because I know I am producing  a product that I am proud of, and that is what matters.

MATT: Is there anything that you would like to add or to say to your fans?

MALACHI: Just thank you. Thank you to all my fans and thank you for the opportunity to do this wonderful work. It’s been exciting. It’s been a wonderful process and very stimulating and challenging. I’m excited to see this project turn into my dream.

MATT: If you don’t mind sharing, what’s next for you?

MALACHI: Next for me, honestly, I have a few different business avenues that I’ve developed over the past year that I am turning my focus toward, as well as promoting this book. I see myself exiting this industry and taking some time to live in a different country while sipping on a Mai Tai and working from my laptop.

MATT: Wow, gay porn pays more than I thought, haha.

MALACHI: It’s what I did with gay porn. I talk about that too in my book. There are a lot of guys that get into it without the smarts or without the ability to know that this is a window of opportunity for them monetarily and if they utilize it in a correct way they will profit from it and be very successful.

MATT: You know, you just brought up something very interesting. A good friend of mine in the business once told me that very few people that work in porn actually succeed and profit from it. Most of them don’t know how to handle the money and blow it on drugs and partying. And once their looks are gone or wear out there welcome in the business, they end up broke and addicted to drugs with no future prospects. Is that similar to some of the observations you had?

MALACHI: Oh, absolutely. And I really go into detail on the  methods that I used to stay focused and to stay disciplined and to diversify my income throughout the year. I talk about my observations of other guys. I break down examples of other escorts. I mean, there were guys that would get paid a large check from gay porn on the set, let’s say $3,000 to $4,000, and they would blow it that night, going out drinking, going to a strip club, doing coke, buying an eight-ball, doing this or doing that; and by the next morning they would have nothing to show for it. And they would do that over and over again. There were always different vices that these guys had. There were some that got into gambling. They would make $10,000 in a week and they would go spend all lose it all in Vegas. We all had different pitfalls and vices.

MATT: I guess it’s like the old saying, party like a porn star – they took it to heart.

MALACHI: If you play it right – if you discipline yourself and focus and budget things, then you can party, you can have some fun and do well with it. It’s just when these mid-west – and I’m just using an example – but these mid-west kids who are good looking, eighteen to twenty-one years old, come out to LA for the first time in their life and they get paid the most they’ve ever gotten paid in one large sum, and they don’t know how to handle it. They don’t have the attitude or emotion… they don’t even have the ability to own that much money at one time, so they spend it frivolously. They spend it unknowingly and lose it all because they’ve never had the capability to have that much money.

MATT: What they don’t realize is that looks are not forever and a porn career is not forever unless they are able to start directing or producing. They don’t know how to save their money or know how to invest.

MALACHI: Right.

MATT: I guess another disturbing trend is the fact that there is not as much awareness and education about diseases like there once was. In the 80’s and 90’s that’s all we ever heard about. Now, with the exception of a few people, you never hear about it. Some of these young guys going into the industry now have no idea what the risks are and they’re willing to do anything for that check.

MALACHI: Right. I think the porn industry is very safe. When I was involved in it everything was very protected and safe. I was tested every thirty days. Now with escorting it’s a choice. I was always very safe. I was always using protection and sanitizing this and sanitizing that. I went out of my way to make sure. And the thing about it is that when you get into the underground world of escorting you become friends with these fellow escorts, and there are actually red-flag clients that would come up and people would spread the word, “Don’t see that guy, someone told me he was HIV positive, don’t see this one.” So you save these names in your phone to make sure you don’t come across someone like that.

MATT: So what piece of advice would you give to someone who’s just starting out in the business or has ambitions to work in porn or escorting?

MALACHI: Advice? I could give a whole bunch, but long story short, use it as a stepping stone. What did you want to do before you got into gay porn or escorting? What was your dream and your passion before? Use porn as a stepping stone to get to that. Don’t  get disillusioned by the quick cash. Some guys get into it with a goal of being in it for just a year to make some money and all of the sudden they’re in it for ten years because they’re not focused. They don’t remember what their past passion and dream really was. As long as you keep it as a stepping stone then you will be able to move on and be successful.

MATT: Very good. I think you stated that perfecctly.

MALACHI: Thank you.

MATT: Thank you for the interview. This has been really insightful.

MALACHI: Thank you. Thank you very much.

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2009
11.20

I recently had the opportunity to interview the amazing, Jeremy Bilding, fresh off of his trip to San Antonio, Texas. Jeremy is an amazingly talented and hard working star. 2009 has been an exciting year for him with more excitement and success to come. This Colorado native has take West Hollywood and the porn world by storm. Despite his rapid rise to the top, achieving the coveted status of Channel 1 Exclusive, Jeremy is a very humble guy who is grateful to his fans a supporters for helping him achieve his success.

MATT: Hi Jeremy, how ya doin’?

JEREMY: Good. Still making my way home from San Antonio.

MATT: So, how was the Alamo?

JEREMY: It was good. Surprisingly comfortable. I woke and was like, I shouldn’t be here, I should probably find my hotel room.

MATT: Wait, you woke up at the Alamo?

JEREMY: Yeah, well I wondered around for some food and couldn’t find my hotel again and as I was stumbling around I found the Alamo, so I kind of ended up sneaking into the place, so I napped there for a couple of hours last night.

MATT: Oh wow.

JEREMY: I had a little fun with it.

MATT: I wanted to ask you, how did you get your start in the porn business? Being from Denver, Colorado, that’s not the first place you would think of a porn star coming from.

JEREMY: Well, surprisingly there’s a lot of us from there. I know Nash Lawler and others came from out there. I’ve actually always wanted to. It’s always been on my mind that I wanted to go into porn. From 2001 to 2008 I worked for the Boy Scouts and actually for a while ran a camp down in Key West, and when I left there I was like, alright, I need to change everything up and figure out what I want to do. I had a few hookups that were like, “You should be in porn.” So I was like, alright, I’ve always wanted to. I’m having random people telling me I should do it. I started looking up stuff online and responded to a Craigslist ad for a talent scout and he put me in contact with Jake Cruise and Next Door Studios. I started filming with them and everything from there kind of exploded.

MATT: You started in, what, September of last year?

JEREMY: My first scenes were shot March of last year, March of ‘08. My first scenes were for Next Door Studios. I shot Monday through Friday with them and then on Monday and Tuesday of the next week I shot with Jake Cruise in Los Angeles. I know a lot of things didn’t get released until the summer. They slowly leaked them out, but it September of last year that I moved to Los Angeles. Right at the beginning of October I got sick and holed myself up in my apartment, but as soon as I was feeling well I responded to an ad from Chi Chi LaRue. Like at 11:00 in the morning I was responding to the ad and at 1:00 I was emailing them again filling out more questions. At 3:00 I was on the phone with Chi Chi and Doug Jeffries, and at 5:00 I was actually in the studios signing paperwork to do Live and Raw and was cast for Fucking Around. Actually, while on set of Fucking Around I got cast as a sub for Blake Riley Moves In. So the DVD production side happened faster than I ever thought it would have happened.

MATT: That really is some fast work, and now you’re a Channel 1 Excusive.

JEREMY: Well, I’m going to have a dual thing. I’m with Jake Cruise as well. I’m not officially an exclusive with Jake, but under my contract with Chi Chi… because I have the Jake Cruise crash pad, a two bedroom apartment that Jake rents out the other bedroom for his models when they come into town, so when I went to work with Chi Chi I said, you know, I would feel really bad having to turn down work with Jake when he’s paying half of my rent, and one, he taught me a lot about the industry and two, I do work with him on off camera, so I think it would be awkward. So she said, “Fine, as long as I’m working with Jake and you use a condom, we’re happy with that.”

MATT: Now you have done some bareback. What are your feelings about bareback?

JEREMY: You know, the way I feel is that doing it with Jake Cruise it’s so much more controlled than any of us just going to the bar at night. And the way I feel about it is I think that everyone in their life has had natural sex without a condom or anything, whether intentional or unintentional, they’ve done it; and at least my going through it with Jake, which was a very controlled environment where we were tested as close to the shoot date as possible with little to no outside contact until our scene was done just to control the test and get the most accurate representation on set. I can get behind that. We’re looking at each others’ tests and on the VD website. It’s not like I brought him a piece of paper that anyone can make up anywhere. When you’re logging into the AIM (Adult Industry Medical Healthcare Foundation) website and looking at someone else’s test results I was a little more comfortable with it. With everything picking  up it was getting to the point where it was like, alright, it would better that I’m promoting this healthy, happy sexual lifestyle and start using condoms. It was right around the same time that I signed with Chi Chi that I approached Jake ans said I would rather work with condoms in a scene now, which he’s fine with. I can’t deny that I’ve never had natural sex and I have a firm belief that that anyone I’ve ever met can say the same thing. We’ve all done it at some point.

MATT: I think that’s a good attitude to have towards it.  People are going to make their own choices in their personal lives.

JEREMY: Yeah, I definitely think that if you’re going to do it at least ask your partner. Be very open and honest about your lifestyle and what you’re getting into. I don’t agree with the spread of any sort of diseases, but I think having that conscious attitude towards it is going to be a safer movement for everybody. Not like, oh, I’m wearing a rubber, that’s going to help. The only, ONLY safe sex you can actually have is no sex.

MATT: That’s well put. Now let’s go back to what you were saying earlier. You used to worked with the Boy Scouts and ran a camp. You really have a charitable side. I think I read where you that you said that if you were not doing porn that you would still be doing that type of work.

JEREMY: Absolutely. I’m actually pursuing a degree right now in biology to orient towards camp settings with either the Boy Scouts, YMCA or whoever. I usually work with the older kids, high school age kids. Or I would be teaching high school biology. That work I find incredibly rewarding. That’s the happiest I’ve ever been in my life. Everything I’ve ever done I’ve enjoyed or I automatically quit, like a sales job I had. It was like, alright, I can attempt sales but I can’t do it and be happy about it. But that camp kind of fell into my lap. I was in between lives, so to say, and trying to figure out everything. I was 18 years old and had been a participant at the camp and my counselor and my Boy Scout troop wanted me to go back down and work there; they all suggested it. They were like, “That’s the happiest we’re seen you in a long time.” So I went back down there one summer and thought it would be the summer of a lifetime and be a one time experience and I ended up going back the following year and the following year, then I moved down there for a couple of years. Then I was going back and forth while I was pursuing school. Actually I was pursuing communications at that time, but I kept going back. And I finally realized last summer, 2008, that the happiest that I am is not when I’m making money hand-over-fist, it’s when I’m working with these kids and teaching people, removing them from their element and broadening their horizons in one way or another and watching them push themselves to do something, to learn something, to try something, enjoy what’s at hand.

MATT: That’s amazing. What rank did you reach in Boy Scouts?

JEREMY: I reached Life. I was one Merritt Badge short of my Eagle.

MATT: Oh my God, it’s the same for me. I was exactly one Merritt Badge short. I even had my Eagle project planned out and approved and everything.

JEREMY: Oh yeah, I did it all. As a matter of fact, the camp I was at, when I was down there as a participant, my counselors and everybody found out and they were trying to find a Personal Management book for me so I could work on it while I was at the camp even though they were not a Merritt Badge camp. Our conservation project was my Eagle project. They kind of oriented it and pushed to try to get me to get Eagle the last week I could. That’s even more inspiring that they went out of their way and did everything they could. I was like, yeah, I can get on board with this camp. But the only one I didn’t get was my Personal Management Merritt Badge… semi-ironic, but that’s the one.

MATT: I didn’t know they had a Personal Management Merritt Badge.

JEREMY: It’s predominately like financial management. It also teaches you the basics of planning and organizing your schedule, but it focused more on the financial everything. That’s the one I didn’t get. Tried it three times, never got it. It was an Eagle required one too. It’s not like I was just one Merritt Badge short, it was the one Eagle required badge I didn’t have.

MATT: That makes me feel old. I don’t think they had that badge with I was in Scouts.

JEREMY: It’s all good. They’ve changed everything. Even when I was down at camp I was like, “You guys have to do that now? Wow! Alright, have fun. That’s cute, glad I don’t have to that, but enjoy that.”

MATT: You do quite a bit of dancing as well, don’t you?

JEREMY: Yeah, I tend to travel every weekend doing some go-go dancing appearance gig somewhere in the country.

MATT: Like San Antonio this past weekend. So, what are some of the places that you’ve been to?

JEREMY: Well, this weekend I was at the Bohnam Exchange, last weekend I was at Palm Springs Pride working with Manheim doing pool parties, dancing there. The weekend before that I was at Meteor down in Houston. I was at a club in Indianapolis before that. It was so much fun.

MATT: Wow, you really are traveling quite a bit.

JEREMY: Yeah, it’s fun. I really is.

MATT: You’ve  done a little straight porn in the past.

JEREMY: Yeah, I kind of still am. I do a little here and there. I have a few scenes coming out.

MATT: Is that with any particular company?

JEREMY: It has to do with a couple of content providers. For a while I was working for the Playboy people quite a bit for their different web sites. It tended to be different content providers. They would shoot it for the company as apposed to going into Playboy’s offices or studio and shooting it there. It would be some random director and a producer on set to oversee everything to make sure that we were doing what they wanted and what they were looking for.

MATT: When you’re not doing porn or traveling or dancing, what do you do? I know you’re into the outdoors.

JEREMY: Yeah, I do a lot of running, hiking, cycling, outside swimming, as much as I can. Also try to go camping and that stuff as well. And now that snowboarding season is coming I’m definitely going to have to hit the slopes. I’ll make a few trips to Denver and try to go ride somewhere out there.

MATT: I would love to learn to snowboard but I don’t think I would have the coordination for that.

JEREMY: It’s surprisingly easy. It’s was kind of a half-recommendation by my doctor. He said, “If you’re going to be an idiot and get on the slopes again at least put on a snowboard. You’re knees can’t handle skis any more.” Well, alright, I’m going to be an idiot so I will be doing that.

MATT: Then I may have to try that.

JEREMY: It’s a whole different balance training that you have to do, but I have a lot easier time and a lot better time than I ever did on skis.

MATT: How do you like working with Chi Chi?

JEREMY: I love it. I love it, I love her, the whole Channel 1 family. They’re a very tight woven family. We get to hang out quite a bit and we actually look out for one another, on set, off set, everywhere. You get a lot of that among the industry as a whole with people working with other companies, but Chi Chi is like our mom. She looks after us there. She’ll call us up and bullshit real quick just as much as she will train us right teach us exactly what we need to be doing. Chi Chi’s always yelling on set but she’s not yelling, she’s directing over the noise and everything, so you just hear her yelling, especially when she’s really excited, to do this or do that and the end result is phenomenal. You can’t beat it.

MATT: That’s true. She is a remarkable director. I had the opportunity to interview her a year ago and I just thought she was absolutely amazing.

JEREMY: So good. When they offered to sign me there was no question. I had to do it.

MATT: Well, I’m glad you’re part of the Channel 1 family. That’s an awesome achievement. There are thousands of models that would love that opportunity.

JEREMY: For sure.

Jeremy Bilding and Chi Chi LaRue

MATT: What’s next for you?

JEREMY: Currently there’s not really anything on my radar or on my docket, at least on the gay side. I know I’m going to be shooting a few things for Jake to try to keep www.cocksuremen.com going and keep promoting that. Jake and I have talked about launching a Jeremy Bilding website. I think we’re still in the works so that will be some time before that comes out. As for Chi Chi, they just finished Black Ball 7, which I’m not in. I don’t think they’re shooting anything until January, so we’ll see what comes up there.

MATT: A Jeremy Bilding website would be terrific.

JEREMY: I’ve just started a little blog page (jbilding.com) and was trying to elongate some of the stories that I have. I’ve got a lot of fans that have enjoyed my Facebook or Twitter commentary here and there, I figure, why not, I could be creative and write on it hear and there, whenever I can, which really hasn’t happened since I launched it. I want to focus on building that up. I know I am nominated for best porn star for Cybersocket, for their web awards show coming up  in February. I’m kind of starting to market some of that to see if I can’t actually win an award. It could be fun.

MATT: That would be terrific.

JEREMY: It was mind-blowing to just get nominated. I know I kind of marketed and asked people to nominate me for best personality and then they ended up throwing me into the category of best porn star, which took a couple of days to settle in. I was like, oh my God, I’m actually got nominated for my work, not that guy that jokes around at events and on Twitter and Facebook. This is surreal. I guess I’m doing something right. It’s pretty awesome, but it’s an honor just to be nominated.

MATT: Your work is fantastic, but I think a big part of that is the fact that you don’t come across as the typical porn model You’re obviously great looking, but you also have that boy-next-door charm.

JEREMY: Why thank you.

MATT: I think that attracts a lot of fans. A lot of people relate to that. There’s nothing pretentious about you. Is there anything that you would like to add to the interview?

JEREMY: I have no idea, I mean it’s just an honor to be able to do the interview. It’s good to put something out that I can share. Admitting that I have fans is always kind of weird to me but it’s incredibly humbling, so it’s great to give back to them. I love the events that I get to do like San Antonio and Houston and everywhere, where I get to meet the people who are watching what I’m doing. Getting to do the interview is awesome. I have no idea what I want to say other than thank you, and feel free to say Hi to me whenever you see me in public. I’m not scary, I’m just some guy. We’re real people too.

MATT: I don’t think that models get the respect they deserve.

JEREMY: Thank you.

MATT: One thing did just pop into my head. What do you see yourself doing like five years from now?

JEREMY: You know, if I’m still doing this in five years, that’s awesome and I would love it if I still had stuff coming out; but in five years if I actually get that degree and one of the camps picks me up I will have no problem walking away from the industry to pursue working with kids. Not to say that I wouldn’t still be involved hear and there to promote the safety issue and gay acceptance and to be open-minded to pursue what you feel is right and not what everyone around you is telling you need to be doing or what is right. But if the camp came back and said, “You cannot be shooting any more,” then fine. I’ll be happy working with the kids. I love my career right now, I love shooting porn and everything, but I know down the road working with kids is where I belong.

MATT: That’s a terrific goal and terrific that you have that charitable side. Good luck with finishing your degree.

JEREMY: Well, thank you very much.

MATT: Thanks for the call, Jeremy. Have a great night.

JEREMY: Thanks Matt, you too.

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2009
10.31

Mandy Goodhandy and Todd Klinck are the founders and geniuses behind Goodhandy’s in Toronto. Goodhandy’s has become world-famous for they’re wildly entertaining shows and special events. You never know who or what you will see. Each night is sure to be new and exciting. I had a chance to spend a little time with Mandy and Todd a couple of weeks ago along with my friends, Pierre Fitch and Julien Cox. I knew after spending a night in the they’re club and having a fantastic dinner with them that I had to interview these two creative and talented individuals. They are truly remarkable people with remarkable concepts and a passion for entertaining people of all genders and sexual orientations. At Goodhandy’s everyone is welcome. You’re always among friends, so don’t be shy. If you are in the Toronto area be sure to stop by 120 Church Street and see what all the excitement is about. You can also visit them at www.goodhandys.com, and at www.amateurcanadianguys.com.

MATT: Hi Mandy and Todd! I really appreciate you guys agreeing to do the interview.

TODD: Oh, it’s no problem.

MANDY: It’s our pleasure.

MATT: I really appreciate your hospitality when I was up there a couple of weeks ago. I can’t tell you how much I enjoyed that.

MANDY: Well, you’re very welcome. I’m glad you did.

TODD: Toronto’s a nice city. I like showing people that have never been here that Toronto is not a bad place at all.

MATT: No it’s not. I was actually impressed with how clean it is. Let me ask you, how did you two meet?

TODD: You want to answer this, Mandy?

MANDY: That’s a standard question, everybody asks that.

TODD: Well, you know what, I met Mandy on the end of a leash. That’s the dirty answer. I was working as a webcam model, freelance, just doing various modeling type things and she had a pioneering shemale website back in the wild-west days of the internet, and she was looking for male models and someone referred me to her to do just a simple photo shoot focusing on her. She just needed a prop, just a boy in a jock strap to crawl around on the floor.

MANDY: My original T-girls site, Matt, merged in with www.amateurcandiantgirls.com and www.ladyplus.com. The original one had bits and pieces of ideas from both of them. Just in case you’re wondering what happened to the original website, I just got over it. I think going through the sites is important, don’t you think Todd, to tell the story. We’re not just involved with male porn, we have the T-girl aspect which is how we actually started our whole business. It actually stems from our T-girl content and our T-girl crowd that we managed to build over years out of doing private parties at first in my party room in Mississauga, and Todd ended up being the camera person. We would charge the guys to come in and we would have T-girls on hand who would do sex shoots and the guys got to watch. And that’s how we made money and we got material out of it. That’s how we started our whole business. Then Todd and I decided we wanted to branch into the male aspect as well.

MATT: Where did the idea for opening Goodhandy’s come from?

MANDY: It’s a networking story, Matt. We started out with T-girl events. It stemmed into T-girl events in night clubs. We would go around as promoters and we would bring the T-girl events into clubs, and then we had our male strippers/video models and we brought that into the basement of a straight strip club and started off male end of it in that club. So we started off as promoters. I guess what happened is we got tired of going into other people’s establishments and not really being able to do our full vision. So that’s how we stemmed into this. Todd and I are both very pansexual oriented and this is the reason Goodhandy’s is the way it is. We wanted a variety of different events on different nights and really reach out to lots of facets of the community whether it’s sexual or whether  it’s sex worker, whether it’s lesbian or whether it’s gay or whatever it’s focusing on, it’s a mixture of everything and we love that.

MATT: When I was there I noticed that. You had a good mixture of gay, straight, bi, just everyone. I guess it really is pansexual. It’s all inclusive of everybody.

MANDY: The thing is, Matt, as far as Todd and I know there has never been a club that opened queer and invited the straight mainstream world into our space as opposed to the other way around. There were always a lot of straight clubs that would have a gay night or a lesbian night, but we were probably the first club that I’m aware of – I may be wrong – but I’ve never heard of a queer-positive club that invited invited them into our world.

MATT: Who is Mandy Goodhandy?

MANDY: Mandy Goodhandy was a character that we came up with for our shemale line, but I didn’t want to do the heavy porn aspect of it because it’s really not my thing, obviously not that I have anything against that. But me personally, I have done one X-rated film where Mandy Goodhandy actually does end up having sex, but it was more tongue-in-cheek. Mandy Goodhandy was more of a character we came up with because of the spanking fetish, the seducing the straight boys. At first what happened was that we were using the T-girl admirers who were not predominately gay, but we would use them as models and the gays who would buy the Mandy Goodhandy spanking line would get to appreciate the straight-ish or bisexual boy being displayed naked and in an erotic way by Mandy Goodhandy and in some cases the boys would be turned on by Mandy even though she’s totally dressed. So, it was almost like the gay people could watch it and appreciate and be turned on by the fact that these boys were being seduced.

TODD: Yeah, this was back in like 2002. Obviously people have simultaneous ideas everywhere. The way she describes her vision as a director way back then is what ended up happening… basically your shooting straight guys but it’s for the gay guys, blatantly. Like she’s spreading their asses, the camera’s going up their hole. It’s meant for the gay aesthetic. It’s meant for men who want to look at boys in that way, and perverted females I guess too. I mean that in an affectionate way when I say perverted.

MANDY: An empowered female enjoys that, when we’re exploiting boys in a naked form for people to appreciate. I find a lot of empowered women always come up and say, “You know it’s really cool how you do your videos. You get these cheeky boys who are mouthy, these straight boys with attitude and you punish them, and you don’t get naked.” And I don’t. They don’t get anything from me. All they get is a good spanking. And when I say me I mean Mandy Goodhandy the character. It’s very separate from my private life. So this is where Mandy Goodhandy was born, and of course Todd is always encouraging these sort of things where I come up with these strange ideas. So anyway, when we opened the club it was a no-brainer. We had to call it Goodhandy’s.

TODD: I appreciate the camp sensibility behind it in a way that Mandy couldn’t… and she shouldn’t think about it academically like that. The club was an evolution from the videos, an evolution from the clubs, and evolution from promoting events, and evolution from private parties; a whole amalgamation from where we could focus all of our energies into one place as opposed to sort of scattered around.

MANDY: Both Todd and I are both sex workers. We still see the occasional clients, so being sex workers we are both sex worker positive. And as long as everyone is enjoying themselves in a safe environment – no one else is doing it for the queers. Of course you can go to a steam bath and get the gay environment there, but it’s not the same as a night club; something that has a different vision to it. We have the Mandy Goodhandy show itself on Wednesday nights. We’re filming live porn in front of people. People can go to a steam bath and see boys having sex all the time, but it’s a different twist to it. Of course you get the Mandy Goodhandy character up there loosening people up and joking around and making people feel welcome and comfortable in an otherwise sexually energy in the club. Some people get uptight about that so you need someone out there that’s going to add humor, but not so ridiculous to the degree that I’m actually interfering with the sex part.

MATT: So you more or less moderate the activities that go on rather than really control the action. Is that a fair assessment?

MANDY: Well, I guess that’s fair, in a humorous manner and break the ice.

TODD: Like a liason.

MANDY: It took the gays a while to get used to me, they couldn’t really figure me out at first.

TODD: We would do the Mandy Goodhandy show for like ten people and we would do it just exactly like we do it now… well, not exactly, it’s evolves a bit, but generally. It took a long time for gays to figure it out and get into it and now we have steady regulars. We’re consistently good on Wednesday nights.

MANDY: It was something that people had never seen before because it was something that was never being done. Number one, I’m not a drag queen. They had seen drag queens before, but they had never seen a transvestite up there performing and providing this form of entertainment, and number two is the fact that this wasn’t strippers. This was boys that were actually having sex with each other before their very eyes. And like Todd said, it took a long time to teach the audience and you almost have to do that with a clientele that doesn’t know what the hell this is. You almost have to educate them and show them what the show’s about. We don’t care if there’s only one person in the audience… we want it to be packed, but Todd are like, you know what, On Wednesday it doesn’t matter if we’re busy, it doesn’t matter if we don’t make money, that’s the night where we are creating content for our website and that’s the most important part for us.

TODD: And the gays were the last group to come around to accept Goodhandy’s as a club, oddly enough.  They took the longest to get too. We had more success with other demographics, so to speak.

MANDY: We already had the clientele built in with our private parties and mailing lists and my websites. So the T-girl parties were the most simple, like Todd was saying. Then the queer women loved us and they started bringing events in. And Todd’s right, the gays were kind of like… what happens with the gays, if you’re not running a gay every night they don’t look at you as a gay bar, and how they would describe us was as the “tranny bar.”

TODD: Or the “bath house”, or the “whore house.”

MANDY: They weren’t sure what it was about and it took people a while to understand the concept, but once we got them, we got them. And we love having the gays in our club.

MATT: On the flip-side of that I asked who Mandy Goodhandy is, so who is Todd Klinck?

TODD: I’ve always been someone who’s been very open about what I do and what I am. I started writing relatively young. I was kind of a multimedia… I’m an uncatagorizable artist and business person, meaning I wrote a book, so you could say I’m a novelist. I co-wrote a screenplay, so you could say I’m a screenwriter. I produce porn, I wrote a column for Fab Magazine for three years called Trade and it was related to the sex work, related to business, related to my life. I’ve done journalism for more mainstream publications like the National Post, which is a national newspaper. I have always been honest and upfront. That’s sort of my style of presentation, just shoot reality, write reality and show people what’s going on. My topics of interest are usually the fringes and subculture of the underground and sexual minorities, sex workers definitely. I noticed from the beginning that there were not a lot of male sex workers that were open. I felt that was a voice that had to come out. I just felt that it was an area that I was interested in, passionate about and wanted to do, so I wanted to represent male sex workers.

MANDY: Todd doesn’t apologize for what he is or what he does and what his past is, and the reason is because he’s not ashamed of it. In fact he promotes it. And I’m very similar to that and that’s why we’re probably in your face. A lot of people are shocked by it to a certain degree but once they get to know our background they realize that we’re good honest people. And there are a lot of good honest people who are out there in the sex working industry, and I find even the one’s that aren’t sex workers apologizing for it. Like I see them going on talk shows and people obliterate them, and I’m like, how could you do this? And they just sit there and take it, and I’m like, what are you doing? Stand up and tell them that you’re proud of what you’re doing. It’s very very frustrating! I went off on a tangent. I’m sorry.

TODD: Matt, there is something very political about us at our core, but we are also in the night club business. We’re in the business of creating fantasies and atmosphere and a place where people can unwind and let go. I’ve always been a believer that your best politically can be done by being an example instead of lecturing people. So it’s not like people walk in the club and there are political posters everywhere. They get a sense of freedom after a while and they’re like, oh, it’s OK to be a hooker or it’s OK to be a pervert or to watch people make porn. They see boys doing porn and especially in the gay scene, they have such a double standard where they’ll judge boys as hookers or porn people. Porn boys have a harder time getting laid than other people because people are always judging them, but when they get a chance to see them in person and hear them talk to Mandy on the microphone they realize that these are real people and they’re not ashamed of it. A real interesting part of the Mandy show lately has been her sort of porn star interviews, well, like what you’re doing. She talks to the boys on the microphone, she brings them up on stage and it get’s to be like a reality show or talk show. The boys just say whatever comes to mind and you get to know a little more about them.

MANDY: Some of the guys that come to our show are awesome young guys and people need to see this. People need to see that they’re not just some boys getting their cocks sucked. They need to see that these guys are interesting, they’re fascinating to watch and they have something to say, and they have lives just like everybody else and we shouldn’t be judging them. I’m thrilled that we’re able to have this kind of platform. So we’re actually doing a political message but we’re doing it in a way that’s fun and interestingly so it’s not in  your face and we’re not yelling with out fists in the air. And Mandy Goodhandy, when she’s on the stage, make political points of view but in a subtle and funny way so that the people that are getting it really get it and the other people just think that it’s just a joke or being funny, but everything I’m saying I mean. When you do something lightly with people they’re educated quicker and I think that works. It’s an interesting way of putting your point across.

MATT: That is an interesting dynamic. I like how you described that. Let’s talk a little about the spanking aspect of your show. You touched on that a little bit. Where did that come from?

MANDY: Well, right now Mandy Goodhandy is spanking 100 boys for 2009 and we’re accumulating a video to be released in early 2010, and hopefully the 100 point will be made. People will see and interesting side of spanking. Spanking in this video, some of the boys are going to be excited, titillated, doing a little screaming. Some will be a little embarrassed. There are so many different reactions from each boy in it that people will get to see what spanking is all about and they’ll get to see that it can be fun but it can also be extremely erotic. Now what’s happening is that Mandy is spanking the boys but now I’m starting to bring some of the other boys in on it where they can help, they can put the other boy in positions, so it becomes quite erotic as well and people can see that side of spanking.

TODD: As a porn product is kind of interesting because it’s not geared to just the connoisseurs of spanking, where there are spanking videos that only a spanking fan would buy. This has a mix of comedy and maybe softcore porn where you don’t see them naked but you see their bum. They’re regular guys from the audience who have their own limits, so it should be an interesting video in the end. It will be very difficult to edit.

MANDY: It’s very voyeuristic too. There’s a lot of voyeurs out there in the world. I don’t know how many people I speak to that say when they watch a porn movie, “you know what, when I watch a porn movie I watch the people undress and I fast forward through the sex and then I watch them get dressed again.” I don’t know how many people have told me that. Or they’re fast forwarding through a lot of the porn, and of course you get the people that want the hardcore of course. I get that. But there’s still a whole market out there of people that watch, they want to see the undressing, they want to see boys being forced to undress. They want to see boys having their pants pulled down even though they weren’t planning on having it happen. I mean, that’s impressive to people. So a lot of the cases the boys is there at the club standing there and told, “OK, you’re going to get spanked by Mandy Goodhandy.” We never force anyone, of course. They all have to a release, but in a lot of cases they weren’t expecting it. So that look of, “oh, I have to take my pants off, oh, I’m getting spanked,” that kind of thing going on. People find that intriguing. It’s real, like Todd said earlier, we like to do reality porn, and that’s what it’s about. We don’t use scripts, Matt, ever for any of our stuff. We have ideas and we go, OK, this is what’s going to happen hear, but but we do not give people dialogue. Even in Mandy Goodhandy’s spanking video everything that’s involved in the spanking videos is all off the top of my head. I’m talking to these boys and telling them this is what’s going to happen and this is what I’m going to do to you, so let’s film it. And whatever the boys are saying, it’s real. And that’s what’s so fascinating about it. People love reality. Why do you think all those home cams are more popular than joining web sites? People want to see these amateur boys on camera taking off their clothes and playing with themselves, and it’s interesting.

MATT: In the short time that Goodhandy’s has been open you have really become renowned all over North America. Even here in the South people have heard of Goodhandy’s even if they’ve never been,

TODD: That comes from the second half of the show. We’ve been talking a lot about the erotic, softcore comedy from the first half of the Mandy Goodhandy show. But just so no one is confused, the second half of the show is when we shoot a live porn scene. We always work with the models we have on hand, so if it’s a newbie he might just be comfortable jerking off so we might position him behind two boys sucking each others’ cocks. But a lot of weeks it’s absolutely hardcore fucking right on stage.

MANDY: Just so you know, Matt, I’m not on stage for any of that. As soon as that part starts Mandy Goodhandy leaves. There’s the funny comedy element, and then the boys being real.

TODD: She directs by osmosis. She’ll say something occasionally on the microphone if something’s really getting bad, but she’s not even generally watching all of it. The videographer and I are trusted to shoot everything. But I think that’s what’s making it sort of notorious across the continent is that you really can’t go anywhere and watch people shooting live porn.

MANDY: It’s huge in Europe. We have a large European base. I don’t know how many people in Amsterdam, or Ireland or Great Britain say that they’ve heard of our club. It’s incredible. We probably have more fans on the internet than we do people that actually come to our club in person. And that’s proven when we have visitors coming in from out of town, we’re the place they come. It’s like, “oh, how did you find out about us?” We keep forgetting that we huge presence on the internet before all of this started. We know how to use the internet, we know how to put our stuff on the internet and Todd and I were very big believers in that from the beginning. There are a lot of night clubs in Toronto that don’t even have an internet space, and if you do they don’t do anything with it. It’s part of our advertising. Our website is a big part of promoting what we’re doing.

MATT: Of course the DVD’s are available on you website, www.goodhandys.com, where people can to order them.

MANDY: Yeah, or www.amateurcanadianguys.com, or you can get them at the club. We have a rack there with all the DVD’s on it.

MATT: Yeah, I’ve seen the DVD rack there by the bar. It’s actually a very nice bar… well, two bars. One upstairs and one downstairs. The club itself, for the people that have never been, it has an outstanding layout. I love the floor plan. It’s an intimate environment. You feel at home there, you don’t feel out of place.

TODD: Well, it’s good for cruising. The structure of the bar came that way. But I talked to a friend of mine, and we’re connoisseurs of bar cruising, and cruising in general, and it’s like you have to have layers, you’ve got to have levels; places to move, places to peek and it’s almost like the people that designed it for a straight rock and roll band designed it perfect for cruising with all the balconies and all the levels.

MATT: You’ve had quite a few big name gay porn stars come through and perform for you.

TODD: Some of them you’ve interviewed. It from another promoter here in Toronto. It’s not our event but our venue lends itself well to the format because they can porn star type presentations. It’s very different then what we do. They don’t shoot porn. It’s more like the porn star comes in, they get naked and interact with the audience and it’s like a dance party with go-go boys and that kind of stuff. It’s a monthly event.

MANDY: Yeah, it’s the first Friday of every month and it’s called the Dirty Sexy Party. Like Todd said, that’s a promoter that does that and they focus on bringing in a porn star every month.

TODD: One of your recent interviews, Jesse Santana, Roman Heart, Damian Cross, and the bigger name ones. A part of our club is working with promoters. We have a fetish night as well which is organized by a promoter and it helps get people into our club that we normally wouldn’t get in.

MANDY: The thing is we work with the promoters. We don’t just hand over the stage. They have to run past us what they are planning on doing and we thought the Dirty Sexy was a great concept because it’s different from the Mandy Goodhandy show and it’s different from Tabernac, it’s a totally different set up and it fits well with what our club is promoting. So we don’t just bring in any old event. It has to be something that will fit our theme and be open-minded and be the way we are. We leave them to do the big porn stars and we do the visiting male models more than the porn stars. The biggest name we’ve had is Pierre Fitch. One of the main reasons we wanted to deal with Pierre is because he’s Canadian and there isn’t enough of that going on, there aren’t enough Canadian porn stars. I can count them on one hand. So I mean he’s a little dynamo and I thought, you know, we’ve got to get this kid in here. And you know, Matt, it took me three years to get that boy into our club. But the thing is it was totally important to get him into our club because he’s Canadian and people need to know about the Canadian porn. It exists, it’s out there and we’re doing it ourselves and it needs to be promoted.

MATT: You’re right  Pierre had told me that you had been after him for a few years to get him into the club, and I’m glad he finally agreed. He’s thrilled with the arrangement.

MANDY: I’m glad. It took him and long time to trust us, and I don’t blame him. You can’t trust a lot of people in this industry, and we had to prove ourselves to him. He didn’t have to prove himself to us, we had to prove ourselves to him, and every time I’ve gotten in touch with him I’ve asked him if he was read to do this. It wasn’t until he started becoming a DJ when he saw that this might be a good idea for him to start off. Also over the three years I think he started hearing about us and knew that we weren’t a couple of perverts running a club that just wanted to use his name. So it was the perfect marriage at that point because the kid’s and entrepreneur. It was like, OK, let’s do it this way because you’re a promoter, you’re not just a porn star, you’re not just coming in as a porn name. The first time we had, of course, was for Pride, which was perfect. Canada again. We had to pay him big dollars and I said to Todd that we have to get Pierre Fitch in here. I said, “I’ve been after him so long, let’s just give him what he wants.” And so that’s the way it went. Pierre gave his demands and he’s entitled to that. Pierre’s an entrepreneur and a very smart young man and he’s entitled to what he deserves. So he asked for this, he wanted that, and so we said, OK kid, alright, come on in. It worked out great so we started talking about the promoting after that and the DJ’ing.

MATT: When you really get to know him he really is a humble person. I don’t think he asks too much.

MANDY: He’s got his business persona and that’s what I was talking about there, and he deserves everything he gets because he’s built himself from some kid that did some cam site into and entrepreneur and someone who’s made a name for himself, and that’s big feat. Todd and I respect that situation so that’ what I meant by the demands. Because if you’re bringing in Barbra Streisand, what ever she wants she gets. Not to compare the two, because as far as I know Barbra doesn’t do any porn. But it sort of the situation where that’s it.

MATT: I think you hit the nail on the head. Pierre is a very hard worker and has that entrepreneurial spirit. Let’s talk a little about some of your regular events that you host on a monthly basis.

MANDY: Well, are you talking about Todd and I or the promoters.

MATT: Both.

TODD: We’ve accumulated some interesting promoters over the years, and the ones that I’m quite proud of are ones that are groups that have been around for a very long time. They often outlive the bars that they’re in just because they’ve been around for so long. One I’ll mention is the Northbound Fetish night. It’s in it’s nineteenth year. They say they are the longest running Canadian club event. And that’s a perfect fit because it’s mixed. It’s sexual and it’s a leather and fetish crowd, and it’s just great. Another one is TNT Men. They are basically the nudist who got arrested and fought for the right to wander around during Pride naked, and they’re revolutionary and I’ve always admired them. They’ve moved their monthly naked dance here and that’s turning out to be a good fit as well, because they’ve always done an afternoon monthly event but they’ve always been at clubs where is was sort of good for them, but then they had to worry because the club would have regular customers coming in after the party and they would have to get dressed and get pushed out. So that’s another monthly event that I’m pretty happy with.

MATT: Of course you have the T-Girls night, you have Tabernac with Pierre Fitch.

TODD: Tabernac is one of our newest events and I think it’s got a lot of promise. It’s going well and it’s giving Pierre a chance to focus on his music and his smut. It seems that a lot of porn stars are looking at their next career as an end to porn. It’s like they’re ashamed of their porn. He was very articulate in the interview I read. He was like, “I’m not stopping porn. Even if I’m behind the camera, I’m doing porn forever.” It’s complementing, it’s him being realistic that obviously he’s not going to be a fifty year old man doing porn, but he’s not ashamed of it. He’s integrating that into his parties. His parties are dirty and a lot of fun.

MANDY: We even have a queer singing contest at our club. The third Friday of every month, Matt – and this is like groundbreaking – it’s called Queer Idol. Even Canadian Idol didn’t survive but Queer Idol is becoming so popular. It’s gay people who want a singing career. There’s about $43,000 worth of prizes drummed up for this event, and it’s happening at Goodhandy’s. We’re so thrilled and it’s not even as sexual  event, but it’s like-minded queer people.

TODD: You have to line up down the street and around the corner for it. It’s such a phenomenal event.

MANDY: We’re fortunate to have it.

TODD: Yeah, and we don’t take down our posters for our dirty events or take down our porn for queer idol because it’s part of being queer. So, we’re just glad that the organizers of Queer Idol were not judgmental about the location and in fact likes the politics.

MANDY: And then there’s Todd’s favorite party. It’s a sex party the last Saturday of every month. It’s Todd’s baby, I’m not even allowed at it. That follows the TNT naked party.

TODD: It sort of overlaps so there’s thirteen hours of penis. It’s like 4:00PM to 9:00PM, and we have about an hour so we can clean up some of the cum and then people start coming back in for a later night sex party.

MANDY: Then we are other nights where we have female burlesque performers come in. It’s very theatrical. They’re not strippers, they’re burlesque performers. It’s really interesting. We have a lot of artsy shows come into our club. We have a lot of people raising money, charitable events. Todd and I personally put on two huge charitable events every year. My next one is in January, and we have bug people to come to this, entertainers to donate their time and raise money for ACT, which is the AIDS Committee of Toronto. So it’s not as if we’re just sitting there not having anything to do with the community. I mean, we like  to do the fund raisers.

TODD: We’re running for grand martial of the Pride parade. We ran a couple of years back and we lost by four votes. A lot of people supported us and we’re going to run again this year. We hope that we can win this year and lead the entire Pride parade.

MATT: Wow! You lost by four votes. I would have demanded a recount.

TODD: Well, there was a recount and there was a bit of scandal, and it was in the paper and everything. We actually caused them to re-evaluate the way they do their voting because there were more that four people that we know of that were turned away. And it’s not because they were trying to scam us, or that was it was a big conspiracy. It was just disorganization and sometimes big community organizations are sometimes messy. That doesn’t excuse them, but we chose not to fight it, we just supported the person that won. But this year we are really going to  push and campaign this year. Hopefully we can pull that off.

MANDY: You know what happens with the community, Matt, is that the community has to stop pretending that the sex business is just in our community. They’ve got to stop going on with the apologizing; so to have two sex workers, two people who are sex positive and pansexual positive leading that parade for this community, especially when we’ve dealt with every aspect, every facet of our community… The only people we don’t have in our club are the handicapped and that’s because they can’t get up the stairs, but if we could we would if we had the money. The situation is that I think it’s important, not because it’s necessarily something I want to do, because I’m not that kind of person. But Todd wants to do it and we’re a team, you know what, I will do it. I will run for this with Todd, and we’ll see.

TODD: The provision is that if we win we not only get to lead the parade but all of our promoters can follow right behind us. It could be the case that Pierre’s on the float DJ’ing, somebody from the singing contest is singing, the leather people are whipping each other, the nudists are naked. It would be a non-boring entrance for the parade.

MATT: I don’t know if I can vote for you from the States, but if I can you certainly have my vote.

MANDY: Thank you, dear.

MATT: I know that you both have to go and get ready to open the club. Is there anything that you would like to add?

MANDY: I think we covered everything unless Todd has something to say, but I do want to mention, because I think it’s important that people know what amazing people Pierre Fitch and Julien Cox are. They are such nice, interesting, charming young men. And people should know the personal aspects of them. I mean, you know what they are like personally. Not many other people would know that and we were gifted to find that out. I kind of took me aback actually. When I met Pierre I thought this kid was going to be some diva, but when I met him in person he was just this adorable, down-to-earth young guy with all this energy. I mean the boy is all over the place. And Pierre knows this, but it takes Todd and I all our energy to keep up with him. When he’s in town we have to drop almost everything because Pierre needs that attention. It’s fascinating how he operates his businesses in such an ADD form, but still manages to pull it off.

TODD: Yeah, he’s very intelligent.

MANDY: He is, so anyway, I just wanted to say that. He’s such a charmer and so adorable. And Julien was so incredible during the last Tabernac. Julienwas running models. All I had to do was tell Julien, “You know, Julien, you should do this job. All the boys are around. You let them know when they have to do their displays and when they have to perform, and you go around and you kick their little bums and get them going.” And Julien just pulled it off beautifully. Then there’s Pierre, we find out that his forte is being in that DJ music playing this exciting music that he plays, because as soon as someone else starts to play, the party dies. So, what we figured out as we went along is to have Pierre playing until about 2:00 in the morning then have the show.

TODD: We’re alternating the schedule. The way the first one worked is we had a second DJ with Pierre and the second one the show was too early, so it was a really good night but everyone kind of left early. But the third one Pierre is going to DJ a four hour set. I think that’s important for people to know. I’m not an expert on DJ’ing, but I do have a bit of a musical background. I think he’s a promising DJ. I think that’s going to be an interesting part of his career. Maybe within the year he’ll be doing gigs internationally and get some respect in that area. He’s not just dabbling. He takes it very, very seriously and he’s very focused. He’s very good at it and he’s relaxed and he leads the room.

MANDY: You never know what’s going to come out of his mouth next. He’s always on the go, and now they’re going to start working on a documentary. At one point he emailed me a picture. He had bought one of those blowup dolls of John Holmes and had a picture of him on the street in Montreal holding this blowup doll. He just sends this email to me with no explanation. Sometimes I’m on the computer working and I’m so stressed and then there’s Pierre Fitch holding onto this blowup doll from the middle of nowhere. That’s the kind of thing this kid does. He’ll just send me pictures of his cat in cute positions. He’s a very thoughtful person in that way. Anyway, Todd is absolutely right, I don’t know a lot about music. We’ve only heard a lot of DJ’s. I only judge it – because I’m a dancer -  I judge it on who can keep those people up there dancing. That to me is a good DJ, who can get up there and get the party atmosphere going, and you know what, Pierre, he jumps up and down to his own music. That means he’s getting it, which means he’s getting it as a dancer, not as a DJ. What I think happens is that with a lot of DJ’s they get too technical and start thinking about the music and the technicality of it. What happens with Pierre, he’s just so raw. You can’t get any more real than Pierre. He goes into a place and never changes no matter what environment he’s in, it’s incredible. It’s almost to the point where he doesn’t know how to change. Not in an entirely bad way, but he’s not afraid of talking . You were there, Matt, you remember that.

MATT: Yes, I know. I’ve known Pierre for a number of years and you’re exactly right. He’s the same as he was at Goodhandy’s, he’s the same in his own home or no matter where he is. He’s Pierre no matter where he is.

MANDY: Exactly. He and Julien are on the train talking about his sex life and some guy behind him says, “I don’t want to hear about your sex life.” But that’s Pierre. No matter where he is, he doesn’t censor himself. In some cases it’s embarrassing, but that’s Pierre. I wish I had that kind of openness. It’s fascinating that he can be that way. And the way that he and Julien complement each other also, it’s a very interesting relationship to observe.

MATT: They really are great together. I think he’s the best boyfriend Pierre has had since I’ve known him. This is by far the best.

MANDY: Well, you know, a lot of times in this business you need people that are like-minded and the fact that Pierre and Julien are not ashamed of what they do for a living and their both proud of it, that really works in their favor. Their personalities are so different. They’re yin and yang, you know, and you really need that a lot in a relationship. Sometimes if you have too much in common it doesn’t work.

MATT: You hit the nail on the head. Julien is quiet and reserved most of the time and Pierre is just out there going a hundred miles per hour. There’s something about that juxtaposition of personalities; they just fit. It’s perfect for them. I’m so glad you said these things about Pierre and Julien, Mandy. I know they’ll be thrilled to read this in the interview. What you said I can attest to first hand knowing him as long as I have. What you said is accurate, it’s perfect.

MANDY: Well, he deserves for people to know what he’s like as a person. A lot of the time people who are well known, people just assume they’re snobs or they’re difficult. Pierre always expresses himself and some people take that wrong, like when he introduces himself as a world-famous porn star people don’t get that he’s not meaning that way.

TODD: He’s just stating a fact.

MANDY: But he does it so innocently and people kind of go, “What? You’re a famous porn star? Who the hell do you think you are?” But they don’t realize that if they don’t know who Pierre is, they don’t realize that’s not how he means it, and that’s what makes him so adorable.

MATT: You’re right. There’s this innocence in him. He so honest but definitely down-to-earth. He doesn’t mean it in a bragging way or in an offensive way. That’s just who he is.

MANDY: Matter of fact.

MATT: Exactly.

MANDY: It’s a fact. If you don’t know him you wouldn’t be able to take it properly. I’m the opposite, I’m just this local celebrity type and I get embarrassed and I would never introduce myself even as Mandy Goodhandy. You know I don’t, and when people come up to me in a restaurant and go, “Oh, you’re Mandy Goodhandy,” it takes me aback sometimes and I think, oh, isn’t that cute, you know my stage name, but I’ve never been one that feels that I should introduce myself as some kind of minor celebrity. But that’s why watching him is so fascinating to me, because he’s so different than myself. Todd’s the same way, he doesn’t say, “I’m Todd Klinck,” and Todd’s extremely well known in this community. They all know Todd, but it’s that humbling situation and he never brags about himself.

MATT: You’re right, and you know I think the world of both of you. When I met you for the first time I instantly felt comfortable around both of you. I felt that you were really decent and wonderful people, and I really enjoyed spending that time with you.

MANDY: Thank you so much, Matt. That’s very kind of you to say that. It’s a compliment mostly because you get us, which is so nice. We’re that way, we’re not pretentious. What you see is what you get with us. So the fact that you saw that is appreciated. A lot of people don’t. Like I said earlier, there are so many people that have a game going and we have no game, and people are always surprised by that. Models approach us in a certain way and say, “OK, wait a minute, why aren’t I being ripped off or why aren’t they lying to me?” No, this is the way it is. This is what we are doing and this is what we’re expecting from you and this is what we’re going to give you. That’s it. You either want to do it or you don’t. The models say, “I work for you,” and I say, “No you don’t. You work with us. You guys are building your own name. You are individuals and we work together to build the club and to build a web site. And what we are giving you in return is money and building a name for you hopefully, which will help you to build your own career.” We don’t turn to these models and go, “You work exclusively for us and you won’t work for anyone else.” I’ve always thought that was insane. First of all I think it’s insane that any model would accept that, and second, I think it’s insane that any porn company is still out there doing that and treating people as if they own them. You don’t own human beings, and what kills me is a lot of people need to know that porn people or people in the sex industry are human beings. They’re not property. So, Todd and I have a problem with that, and I’m sure I can speak for Todd on that. We’re not property, we’re our own people and we’ve created our own thing in this world. Nobody owns that but us. And it always bothers me to see that, Matt, and I know that there’s a lot of that out there , and sure enough I know some of these porn companies are huge and they’re in a position where they can offer these huge contracts. But, you know what, how often does that end badly?

MATT: Actually, very often.

MANDY: This is what I mean, and what happens is the models get fucked in more ways than one. We’re not going to tolerate that. The model shouldn’t be getting screwed unless the model is a terrible person and decides to screw us around, we will do whatever we can to protect and speak up for models. That may be part of the difference, and that may be part of what you see in Todd and I, because we believe in what we say.

MATT: You know, I’ve spent some time with you outside of the club and have had a chance to see that side that everyone else doesn’t get to see. That’s part of the reason why I felt it was so important to interview both of you. I want them to see Todd and Mandy as these great promoters and great people that have a lot to offer to the community, but there’s nothing pretentious there. What you see is what you get both in the club and outside. You have these two awesome individuals that do their thing and have a great time with it, and hopefully everyone else has a great time as well.

MANDY: Well, it’s so nice to have an interviewer who knows that and knows what we’re trying to promote. Todd and I don’t chase the media, per se. They want to come and talk to us and it’s wonderful, so if we have something to say we want it out there. We’re not trying to promote Todd Klinck or Mandy Goodhandy or even Goodhandy’s for that matter. We’re trying to promote how important this industry is to all of us and the fact that you’ve got to be proud of who you are and what you are, and pornography is a very big part of what the world is. Too many people are sweeping it under the carpet and pretending that it doesn’t exist. OK, and there’s too many government people sticking their noses into it. And it’s like, you know what, we’re adults. Fuck off. We have rights. What ever happened to adult rights. They’re not even there. Everyone ignores them. One of the things that makes me frustrated is, why are we apologizing for that? Oh God, I’m going on again.

MATT: No, I think that’s a very valid point and I wish more people had that mentality. If you have consenting adults that want to congregate and have a good time, what’s wrong with that?

MANDY: Of course! No one’s getting hurt by it. But you know what they do, Matt? They always bring the children into it. Children have nothing to do with pornography. Just because someone has kids at home, the kids are going to suffer because their parents want to go out to a swingers club one night? What is that? What their doing is teaching their children to be uptight about sex. Mommy and Daddy have sex and go to sex parties like consenting adults. Don’t be hiding in your room pulling off the legs of little animals, which is what ends up happening. These kids get all uptight about sex because it’s hidden and it’s like a dirty no-no.

MATT: It’s human nature. Why hide that?

MANDY: That’s right. That’s why I get frustrated about that the most, when people use children as an excuse not to have anything adult going on in the world.

MATT: That’s a very valid point and I’m glad you’re making it.

MANDY: Well, nobody’s doing it. It’s like I said to you, I see all these people on talk shows and they back away from these people. They back away from the issue and they let these people sit there and berate them and I’m sitting there thinking, God, I would be standing on my feet going, you know what, this is the way it is whether you like it or not, because if you keep treating sex like something that’s criminal and disgusting then you’re going to end up promoting serial killers, rapists and child molesters. Because that’s what comes out of it. Any time you look at the background of any of those individuals it was because there was something dirty about sex they were taught as children or something happened to them physically, so now they look at sex as something that’s dirty and filthy. It’s unhealthy the way they’re being brought up. And that’s the thing, it all starts as kids, and you’re never going to find anyone who’s going to listen more and be more agitated than a child. That’s where it all begins. They’re teaching kids that there’s no such thing as transexuals. There obviously is because we’re walking around and we’re breathing and walking around. And they’re teaching kids not to be gay. I don’t know how many people have said to me, “I wouldn’t mind if my kid’s gay, but I just hope it doesn’t happen.” What kind of remark is that? You’re not going to judge what you’re kid is going to be so just relax. Just hope that your kid is healthy and growing up in a healthy environment. And if he turns around one day and says, “Guess what, I’m gay,” then at least be there to support him. These are the same people, Matt, that are complaining about pornography and the sex trade industry and instilling their beliefs on their children. You know what I think? I think they should have to fill out an application before they become parents.

MATT: Hahaha! Well, I feel the same way about a bunch of people too. I think they should at least take an IQ test before they are allowed to procreate.

MANDY: Exactly. How many kids are being tossed away out there because they are unwanted. It’s absolutely incredible. So, getting back to what I was saying earlier, don’t use your kids as an excuse, because a lot of you are not doing it right as it is. But anyway, that being said, I have to get ready for work.

MATT: Very good. Todd, is there anything you wanted to add?

TODD: No, I think that covered it.

MATT: Well, listen guys, I really do appreciate the interview. I hope I get to see you again soon.

MANDY: I hope so, Matt. Thanks and have a great night.

TODD: Thanks, Matt.

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2009
10.24

DEREK da SILVA: ROUGH AND WILD

Derek da Silva is one of the kinkiest and wildest entertainers in porn today. There is nothing vanilla about him, but under the surface you’ll find a fascinating and very deep individual. He cares deeply for the gay and leather community and works hard to provide a positive image while keeping it wild.

MATT: Hi Derek, how are you?

DEREK: Good. I hope you are too!

MATT: You are really big into the BDSM and the fight club community. How did you get involved with that and what does that mean to you?

DEREK: Well, which one do you want to talk about first because they’re two different worlds.

MATT: Let’s talk about the bondage and BDSM first.

DEREK: Alright, well, I’ve always be into kinky stuff and SM. I remember being interested in it as early as age four. I would take the straps out of life preservers and tie myself up. At the time I was too young to realize this was a little bit kinky and I would be doing this and my mom would walk in on me, but kids don’t know. Before I came out as gay I’d play with girlfriends.  We would tie each other up and stuff like that so I’ve always worked in that realm. So my sexuality is probably more into being into SM than it is gay. I actually enjoy playing with women as long as it’s SM, but my preference is still for men over all. When I first started coming out I was immediately attracted to the leather community and what I saw there.  It was what very much turned me on as opposed to other things. When I first moved to Chicago, after I growing up in Michigan, there was a club here called Chicago Hellfire which I luckily found right away. It’s the world’s oldest gay men’s BDSM club. It’s been around thirty eight years. And I started coming to events and learning more about SM and meeting guys to do really great SM scenes with, and that was really in many ways was the mentorship that I underwent as a young man to really learn how to play safely in this scene and to how to find responsible men to play with. To start out with I was bottoming but as I grew as a BDSM player, I began doing pretty much either role depending on the person that I’m with. It’s very much about interpersonal dynamics. Some guys I feel toppish towards and other guys bring out my need to submit to somebody. Then some guys there’s more of an equal energy where we’re vying for position to see who will come out on top. And depending upon the guy and the energy I have with him different kinds of play might occur.

MATT: Talk about the fight club community. I realize that is something totally different.

DEREK: It’s kind of two different things for me. First of all, I’ve been seriously into martial arts and grappling since I was very young. I started doing wrestling in third grade and wrestled through school, and was actually quite good. I was this little guy that frankly got beat up a lot. And one of the kids that used to bully me a lot was a wrestler in grade school, so I decided I would take up wrestling so I could be a bad-ass too. Of course as soon as I took up wrestling, I was with this kid all the time and we instantly went from being enemies to best buddies. So I learned how to wrestle, but I also found that there was this really great camaraderie among grapplers. I don’t know, there’s something about guys that are wrestlers; just a particular mentality that’s very hard working and physical and it’s also very competitive but there’s a lot of brotherhood that I really like a lot. When I became an adult I had to more from wrestling.  There’s not really a lot of collegiate or free-style wrestling for adults per say.  I mean, there is but it’s not very vibrant. What I found instead was martial arts like Brazilian Jiu Jitsu which is kind of like a grown up wrestling in certain ways.  Many of moves that would be illegal in a wrestling tournament are perfectly legal in Jiu Jitsu. So I joined a Brazilian Jie Jitsu academy. Pretty much the only place I’ve ever been closeted is in the context of my academy. Many of the guys there are straight. Some of them are homophobic but many of them are very cool. Really the energy I get from them is different, even though they are hot men; it’s about great fighting technique, all that… there’s no sexual energy there. It’s more the camaraderie and brotherhood that I get out of my Brazilian Jujitsu buddies. Now on the other side of that there are also gay guys that are into fights and wrestling and there’s a whole kind of community around the fetishes about that. It’s actually hard for me to switch from one energy to the other because one is more about competition and the other is about sex. And to me when you’re fighting as a sexual thing it’s a very different head space.  So when you’re in training six days a week it’s hard to say, “it’s OK to lose or submit,” to go with the sexual energy.  But if you’re always competitive in a gay wrestling scene it never gets very sexual. So it’s a matter of learning to play against those different energies. Actually a lot of the gay men that I’m best friends with tend to be other fighters. They have a very different mind set than other gay guys that I’ve met. They are very much like the straight men that I hang out with from the academy. There’s just this very straight up, no nonsense raw masculinity that really fun and refreshing. There’s not a lot of bickering or backstabbing or bitchiness. It’s like, you know, you’re a warrior, a grappler and that’s that. It’s nice to be around as opposed to mainstream gay culture which can tend to be… I don’t know, I’m trying to think of the correct word that doesn’t sound mean. Gay men don’t always treat each other very well or in a brotherly fashion.

MATT: So in other words there’s a lot of drama involved.

DEREK: Yeah, there’s a lot of drama and cattiness.  Being around straight guys or gay fighters there’s a nice ribbing that you might do with each other, but you have a different kind of spirit and energy than the kind of bitchy fighting that you get around some cliques of gay guys. And I kind of like the “hey, I’m your brother and I’ve got your back,” kind of mind set. There’s something beautiful about that. It makes me feel happy and included… just a really good energy and dynamic. I really love these guys, you know the straight guys that I fight with and the gay grapplers.  They’re just a wonderful bunch of guys.

MATT: Shifting gears a little, your first movie was “Breaking Point” with Shotgun Video. What made your decision to get into porn and secondly how did you find your niche, or was that something that came natural to you?

DEREK: The idea of doing porn was always something that turned me on. Especially for someone like me that enjoys the idea of being used and put on display –  porn fits really nicely into that mentality. You know when you’re being objectified and directed and told what to do there’s this particular energy in the way that you’re used in porn that’s very complimentary to the mind set of a sadomasochist or a sub. So I always had some fantasies about doing it. I think I talked to Titan when they were first starting when they were up at IML (International Mister Leather).  They talked to me about doing and skateboarders versus bike messengers thing but that movie never actually got shot so it was quite a bit later before I actually got to first video, which was for Shotgun. The way that happened was I was at a party that Joe Gallagher, a former IML was hosting, and I was with a club brother from Hellfire. We were watching the videos that were playing and I said to my club brother that I would love to play with Roger, the guy that does these videos for Shotgun. He’s really hot and these are the only porn videos I really get off to. He said, “You should talk to Roger. I know Roger, he’s a good guy and he would love to play with you.” I was like, “Really?” Of course playing with Roger doesn’t mean having to be in a video but since it came with it I was like, “Sure, you can turn on the camera. Let’s do a video.” So we shot that video and there was this really long, intense several hour session. By the end of it my balls were swollen to the size of pool balls. I actually break into tears in the video. The way I remembered it (before I saw the video) was like he beat on me and I broke then pulled myself back together real quickly and went on. But watching it on video later, I see myself slowly self-destruct as I’m trying to stay in there and trying not to break. It’s pretty intense watching it… how I try to hold it together and then gradually fall apart. That was my first video! Pretty fucking intense stuff right out of the gate. From then on it was like, hell, that was kind of fun. It is like this altered state of consciousness, doing porn. You’re out there for a few days and your only purpose and your only reason for existence – your job – is to have sex and to express your sexuality as much as possible for the camera. You get to do this and get paid for it, have great sex and have fun. With that said, I really wanted to focus on the kind of sex that I enjoy which is fighting, BDSM, wrestling and just your general rough sex too. Because there are certain acts like fucking or cock sucking, which you can make into pretty brutal acts as well. And that’s pretty much what I do. I wouldn’t do a movie that I wouldn’t get off to or that I wouldn’t enjoy doing. I’m not doing this because I need to make money, although there are porn stars that do need porn to money. But, typically they don’t make their money off the porn so much as all the other things that go with porn, like making appearances and things like that. I don’t do a lot of that kind of work. I do the porn because it’s something I enjoy doing. It’s a way for me to show my sexuality as a positive thing to other guys. You see it and you think, oh my God, I’m a not the only freak or, gosh, you can actually do these things safely. I like being a role model and showing guys that you can have very kinky sex and still be safe.

MATT: Now you just hit on something there that I want to talk to you about. You and Tony Buff have done and still do classes on safe sex education and teach classes on BDSM and safe ways to practice that. Why don’t you talk a little about that.

DEREK: We don’t use the word “safe.” We say “safer” because there is a risk in almost everything you do whether it be crossing the street or anything else. So we always talk about how to mitigate risks to the point where they are reasonable to take – and everybody has their own risk profile. Our big thing is we want people to really understand the risks they are taking and to take them as educated adults that really know what they’re talking about and that have no illusions about what’s safe and what’s not. Our focus is on safer BDSM techniques. There’s a lot of BDSM stuff that… well, it is a contact sport and there is a risk of physical injury. We try to really reduce those risks. We also try to reduce the risks of disease transmission because there’s a lot of diseases out there that are potentially life threatening; ones that most people are familiar with like HIV and ones that some people are less familiar with like hepatitis C. We don’t want people to get sick or to have to combat a disease unnecessarily because the healthier you are, the better your sex is going to be, the more fun you’re going to have, the more cash you’re going to have to buy new sex toys instead of buying medicines. There are things we want people to be able to do and the way you get there is by really knowing what you are doing and being well educated. It’s kind of a passionate thing for both of us. We’ve lost so many friends over the years. We don’t want anyone to have to go through that stuff.

MATT: I’ve noticed with the leather and BDSM communities that bareback sex is creeping back in at an alarming rate. It’s almost becoming associated with leather and BDSM.

DEREK: It’s taken a lot of us by surprise because for many years the leather community was really the leaders in safer sex. The club I belong to, Chicago Hellfire, went out of our way to set guidelines. We include poz men – which during the early years of the AIDS crisis was important since many turned their backs.  We have rules that say that we will never exclude anybody based on their HIV status and we also have rules that say you will play safe. I think both messages are really important to get across.  It’s important to play safe whether you’re positive or negative and it’s also important to include everyone regardless of what their status is. The problem that has come into the leather community of late is that some poz guys have gone off and decided that they can do whatever they want, that when you become HIV positive there’s no other harm that can befall you, which simply isn’t true. There are other diseases and when you’re compromised you do want to watch out for them. But that kind of trend has crept its way into the leather community, and the leather community has always been open to alternative sexuality and as such there are these guys that are open to this idea that barebacking is a valid form of sexuality. It’s very emotional to talk about and I’m not articulating this well. I’m sorry.

MATT: No, you’re fine.

DEREK: Let’s see if I can address this better. Initially the leather community was the vanguard of safer sex and also of including our poz brothers without discriminating against negative guys or positive guys. We really took on a leadership role early on in the epidemic. So it is kind of shocking to have this barebacking trend creeping into it. I think there’s a lot of baggage that has come with it. A lot of people don’t want to talk about it because it appears to be coming down on poz guys, which it just simply isn’t.  A safer sex stance is a good thing because HIV is not the only disease out there which can be prevented through safer sex. In the leather community we’ve always been big on monitoring our own community to keep out those that are dangerous players. We don’t want to go to the outside and tell people to monitor what we do because frankly a lot of what we do looks completely crazy to the outside world. But actually we have been very careful about making educated decisions along the way. Sex is a raw, primal emotion. We’ve been trying very hard to be sensitive to the pos guys and letting them know that they are included and we are not judging anybody. In particular we are not judging anybody because if someone decided their risk profile includes barebacking and they are fully aware of the risks, then it’s up to them.  But at the end of the day, as community leaders we still have to set an example, especially for the younger guys coming in and who have been getting very poor messages. Basically most of the guys coming out today have had eight years of abstinence education and they don’t really understand what HIV is and AIDS is, and a lot of them think that the whole thing is cured and that there are pills that have no side effects and they’re free. And that you get free steroids too, and they’re hearing things like this so they sometimes think that becoming positive is a good thing because they don’t have to worry about it any more. All of that is creeping into the leather community and the leather community has always prided itself of being nonjudgmental about sexuality, but I think that the open-mindedness has gotten ahead of our willingness to say we monitor our own and educate our own. People think that everybody knows that condoms prevent these things, right? Well, just because my generation was educated well doesn’t mean that these kids just coming out know these things. And as I go out to these events and practically every kid I talk to in their twenties is already positive.  That’s upsetting to me. They may not have to live through what I lived through in the 80’s and 90’s, losing just an insane number of friends – but the impact of HIV in their lives is real. Perhaps for me the impact was a little more intense when I was young, but I still have friends in their twenties who are getting sick. Most likely they are going to recover and live nice long lives, but being sick for six months or two years, it’s not a way you want to spend your twenties or any part of your life.  We are doing a poor job as a community of educating people and I think the leather community has really got to step up and do a good job of taking that responsibility back.

MATT: I don’t think it’s just the leather community. I think the gay community as a whole has dropped the ball on HIV and safer sex education. When I was growing up in the 80’s and 90’s that’s all we heard about. And now it has come to a practical dead stop. You just don’t hear as much about it any more.

DEREK: The more you talk about it and push it the way Tony and I have… there are a lot of people who get really hostile with you about it. We’ve been around doing a lot of safer sex campaigns and there are those that get really hostile about the idea that we would suggest using a condom. And especially if you’re a negative guy that’s out there pushing condoms.  I’m negative and I’ve always been extremely safe but there are always risks in everything I’ve done, so it’s not a superiority thing on my part when I say I’m negative – as a sexually active gay man I know that safer sex isn’t 100% effective and I too could seroconvert despite all my efforts. We all know that playing safe doesn’t always mean that you won’t become positive. There’s an attitude that you often get that, “I don’t want to play with condoms. I don’t want to use a condom if I’m going to have sex with you.” It’s the negative guys that get into this shit as well as the poz guys that want to play safe. I prefer the idea that you assume that everyone has these diseases and that you protect yourself by wearing a condom so you don’t have to worry as much. There are still risks, but you don’t have to worry as much. It’s a really great mitigation factor.

MATT: Now you really do take good care of yourself, practicing martial arts and yoga. How did you get into yoga?

DEREK: How I got into yoga was kind of funny. There was a performance artist named Ron Athey who I was kind of seeing a little in the mid 90’s. He does a lot of stuff with piercing and blood and there’s an HIV subtext to all his work because he has been HIV positive since I think the late 80’s. There was a performance he was doing in Mexico City that was filmed for the movie Hallelujah. So I’m down there with Ron acting as an assistant in his crew. At that point I was too shy to start performing. As a warm up before the show a member of his company named Julie led us through some yoga. I kind of remembered doing some yoga as a kid and I had done some meditation, but this was the first time I’d done a full yoga practice and it felt really amazing. So even though I had been curious about yoga and yogic meditation since grade school, I had never really taken it too seriously until suddenly I was stuck by this. It was something I wanted to do because it physically made me feel better and helped me focus my mind.  Yoga helps me deal with the crazy shit in my head and helps me calm that down. And so I took that on and a few years after taking that on I decided to become a full practicing yogi which involved things like vegetarianism among other things. There’s a whole bunch of practices that a yogi does and one of them is vegetarianism.

MATT: You are a very philosophical person. Talk about that part of yourself.

DEREK: As a kid I had certain ideas about how I thought the universe was constructed and so my whole way I look at philosophers is really looking for ones that better articulated the feelings and hunches I had about how I saw the world. The first philosopher that made me say, “yeah, he’s got it right,” was a guy named Spinoza. He was a Portuguese Jew that was exiled to Amsterdam and later was thrown out of his synagogue for heresy, but his philosophy was that the whole universe was made of one substance and that is God. Just the way that he saw things made a lot of sense to me; just a very materialistic view of the world where everything has a substance and all you can do is manipulate it and change that substance over time. When I first came into that I thought that was great. I don’t see this thing where you have these spirits floating around apart from physical bodies. There maybe some kinds of waves that are transmitted across the fabric of the universe, but there’s a physical fabric that encompasses everything and anything that is a spiritual occurrence occurs within that physical fabric. Later on I came across Nietzsche, which at first when I read him he said kind of cool things that I didn’t entirely understand but as I started studying him more I could see where he was really predicting the whole modern condition. He was so far ahead of his time that it was crazy. I realized that this is someone who really speaks to me in a big way. Then more recently I started getting into a philosopher, Gilles Deleuze . He started out his career basically analyzing different philosophers and really using other people’s philosophies to expound his ideas about philosophy. Of the three people that moved him most the most were Spinoza, Nietzsche and another philosopher I hadn’t heard of named Bergson . So as I started reading his stuff and the way he reinterpreted these guys.  I thought this guy is pretty intense and pretty cool, although very very technical and hard to understand. The thing about Gilles Deleuze is that he makes up his own technical language to talk about everything which can be good on one hand because you’re not confusing his ideas with other words that have other meanings, but on the other hand you have to learn this whole new vocabulary to talk about everything. When people hear you talking about things like “rhizomes” and “paths of flight” and “deterritorialization” and all these technical terms, they look at you like you’re crazy. So it’s really hard to explain it to other people but just reading him I’ve found him to be very provocative and he really makes me think about how I live my life. How can I step outside the bounds of society in a way that’s more effective and really advances what it means to be human? Really, the people that step outside the well known paths and actually start to push new ideas out in different ways and start to cross the well worn paths and take on different ways of thinking, these are the people that create progress for humanity. And this is really what Gilles Deleuze is about. How do you live a life that is new and progressive and inventive and fun? That’s what his philosophy was about, just the art of living and living in a way that is marching to your own drummer.

MATT: Let’s talk about your music as both a musician and a producer. Which came first, your porn career or your music career?

DEREK: The porn career is very recent. I didn’t start my porn career until my late thirties whereas music, I started playing piano in grade school. I was classically trained in piano and trombone. I was in a punk band at age thirteen; that was like when punk was still rather new. I played keyboards, trombone and harmonica in a band that was played punk, ska and new wave – this was a long long time ago. So I’ve been doing music for an extremely long time in the classical and jazz realms as well as in the rock and roll and punk rock areas. In the 90’s I did a lot of work promoting queer punk rock shows.  I was one of the early people along with people like G.B. Jones, BruceLaBruce, Tom Jennings, Larry Bob, Vaginal Davis and others that created this early queer punk movement. Myself and my friend Joanna were kind of the ones that got it up and running here in Chicago. That was pretty cool because we got to book a lot of bands that we really love and got to hang out with them. Along the way I started my own band called Heterocide which was kind of a joke band that pissed a lot of people off. Straight people took it very seriously. The whole point of Heterocide was that we were pretending to be this overly zealous gay supremacist group; so on one hand we were satirizing some of the extremes of some of the activist movements of the 80’s and 90’s where things could be a little too shrill and over the top. On the other hand, we were kind of poking and pushing at overly sensitive straight people and turning the tables, making everyone a little unhappy. It was intended to be a little more provocative to make people think about activist movements in general and their relationship to the mainstream society. But mostly people were just offended, which makes it punk rock I guess. More currently I’m in a band that’s a straight up queer punk band that plays mainly for straight audiences. Usually when we play gay clubs they don’t quite get us and they get mad at us. They’ll storm out of the room screaming and they think we’re crazy, which we are – unless you are really into old school punk rock you might not understand the band I’m in now. It’s very much aimed at the punk community. It’s not like a queer punk band. It’s just a punk band that happens to do all queer songs. We are incredibly faggy on stage and just gory and raunchy.  We try to start fights in the audience and everything else. It’s more about audience confrontation than it is about the music because we really suck as musicians.

MATT: Did you just say that you try to start fights in the audience?

DEREK: Oh yeah!

MATT: So it’s not about the music, it’s about the violence.

DEREK: We’re going for a very 70’s version of punk rock. That’s part of why we’re really well loved in the punk community because myself and the lead singer, really everyone in the band, loves the original 1970’s wave of punk bands both in the US and in England. And those bands would get in the audience and fucking start shit, they would get in the audience’s face and the audience would get right back at them. It would get wild and out of hand and you never quite knew what was going to happen. We don’t really plan anything, we just read what’s going on and think of ways that we can cause trouble and get this audience going. We had this one show where this big fucking straight skinhead broke a bottle over his head and knocked himself out in the middle of the floor, rolling around in blood and glass. The next thing I know our lead singer is on top of him humping and I’m like, “No, no, got off of him, you don’t know what this fucker has!”

MATT: You realize you have just made Sid Vicious very very proud.

DEREK: Oh, it’s not Sid Vicious. It’s Iggy Pop. Iggy was cutting himself up way before Sid.

MATT: Oh, that’s true.

DEREK: Iggy’s my man, OK. I love Iggy. I was really upset when Ron Ashton died earlier this year but I was very happy to hear that we’re going to get to hear James Williamson with the Stooges in next May in England. I’m already planning my trip to see the Stooges with James Williamson doing the Raw Power album which is one of my absolute favorite albums of all time. I think all three of the first Stooges’ albums are favorites for me.

MATT: Your site, www.derekdasilva.com, is not so much a porn site. What will your fans find there?

DEREK: It’s just me trying to show another side of BDSM and porn I guess. Most porn star sites about about naked pictures and they tell lot of stories about doing drugs at wild parties. All that’s fine, OK, and while I’m not big into doing drugs and I don’t judge other people that do them as long as they keep it under control and don’t become addicts. But there’s a whole other side to people that do porn and there’s a whole other side to people that are into BDSM, and that’s a little more thoughtful – I’m really trying to talk about that stuff. So that said, my site is probably boring to most people. I try to talk about serious issues. I talk about how to play safely, I tell stories about the BDSM community, I talk about what the BDSM community means, I talk about how do we move forward. I talk ad nauseum about safer sex because frankly safer sex is really important to me. I talk about strategizing and how we can do better as a community to promote safer sex. I talk about what does it mean to be a porn star and do it in a pretty straight forward way rather than try to glamorize it. I try to talk about what the actual experience is like and what is involved if you want to do it. I have another essay about the practical matters for prospective porn performers. These are things that are not that sexy but I think are interesting, at least to me they are.

MATT: They are interesting. I’ve read your essays. I think they’re very well written and very thought provoking and I think very educational is the most important thing.

DEREK: Right. And this is stuff to get off with your brain rather than your nuts. There’s very little on the site that is sexually provocative. There’s very little on the site that actually talks about sex in very explicit terms or in a way that’s intended to be erotic. I’m talking about sex because sex is something that’s interesting to talk about and if you want to have a good time and be good at it then you need to know a lot about it. Then when you go to do it you put all the intellectual stuff out of the way, because you’re well practiced and you’re going to go in there and be safe and know what you’re doing and you can be fearless and have lots of fun.

MATT: I for one love the site. I think it hits at the heart of the matter that we are all sexual beings, but do really understand where that comes from and how to use it responsibly? So, I encourage anyone who reads this interview to visit your site.

DEREK: Well, thank you so much. I enjoy when people give me feedback on their thoughts. A lot of these issues I’m still working out myself. In many ways me throwing out my ideas I’m looking for other people to give me their ideas about how we can do this stuff better, especially about safer sex. I’m really kind of intense about how can we as a community get better about educating people about how to be safer both in their BDSM play and in condom use to mitigate risks of HIV, Hep C and other diseases. Of course the other thing I care about is that the leather community is changing in a pretty radical way too because of the internet. A lot of the old institutions that kept the community going like the bars and a lot of the social events have fallen by the wayside because everybody meets online, and I kind of have a problem with that, because it destroys us as a community.  We need a real community that teaches each other and looks out after each other. With the internet the community aspect often disappears. So that’s the other thing I’m always looking for answers to. How do we bring back this idea of a leather community as opposed to these people that go out and have kinky sex and order out online.

MATT: I know that we have the Folsom Street Fair, CLAW and other events, but I think the attendance has been dropping.

DEREK: I don’t know that it’s dropped – they have great turnouts.  But I think that a lot of these events have just turned into big parties. I like the big party but it’s not the same as having a sense of community and brother and sisterhood, camaraderie and teaching each other how to do stuff. Some of these events do it well, like CLAW has a good educational component. Mid-Atlantic Leather has a good social community component. IML, there’s so many things going on there; my club has a big weekend there that quite frankly all I do for IML is really the stuff focused around my club except for the stuff like the Grabbys and that kind of thing. My club is a very old club, and I’m always trying to figure out how to bring new guys into it and see that there is something valuable about having mentors around to teach you how to do all kinds of cool, kinky things.

MATT: I have one last question for you. What was it like setting Scott Campbell’s chest on fire?

DEREK: It was a lot of fun. I wish we had more footage of it because it’s not one of those things where you can just do it over and over again or we would traumatize the poor guy. And getting good camera coverage always tricky because a lot of the things you see in porn is done repeatedly for the camera. But certain things you can’t do over and over again, like setting someone on fire. I was pretty happy with that scene because as a BDSM player I don’t want to just copy things other people have done. I want to invent new things. And Steve Cruz, who was the director, said, “I want to do something with electricity,” and I was like, “Well, electricity is something really hard to depict on video.” So I started thinking of ways to make it more interesting, and I know sometimes people will use a violet want as part of a way to ignite a fire scene. Well, that’s OK, but that’s still a little too dull just waving a glowing purple wand over someone’s chest and wiping them with alcohol. I wanted to do something a little more interesting so I eventually came upon this idea of actually having this swinging electrified chain that’s hooked up to this violet wand directly.  Rather than using the glass part of the violet wand I could use the chain as the electrode and the metal table as the ground and of course when the metal chain swings across his chest, it sparks. To make it ignite I used rubbing alcohol on his chest. I took 70% isopropyl alcohol and just repeatedly lit these X’s that were ignited off arcs from this swinging, electrified chain. So it was pretty cool.

MATT: I guess we want to point out to people, don’t try this at home because setting people on fire, although it may look cool, may not always have the best results.

DEREK: Let me take what you’re saying and make it a little more explicit. Learn from someone who knows what they’re doing. This is why I am so big on things like events that teach or clubs that teach or individual mentorship and why I think community is so important in BDSM. You shouldn’t learn these things on the internet or try them without someone knowledgeable showing you in person. These activities are all very dangerous if you don’t know what you’re doing. If you do know what you’re doing and you’re been taught properly they’re just a little bit dangerous, and that’s the big difference. Make sure you know the rules and what precautions and mitigations you have to take to do the scene safely. What you didn’t see on camera for that scene is that I had someone off stage with a bucket of water, with a wet towel in case Scott really started on fire. The guy was ready with the wet towel to put on him to makes sure he wasn’t seriously burned. We also had a fire extinguisher nearby and a whole bunch of other precautions. These are all things that I was taught by my club brothers in Chicago Hellfire: this is how you do an electrical scene safely, and this is how you do a fire scene safely. You should learn from a skilled practitioner on how to do these things safely. Don’t do them at home until then!

MATT: Is there anything that you want to add?

DEREK: The only other thing that I can think of now is that I am beginning to look at directing. When I start directing it’s going to be a little different from what people might expect. I’m not looking at directing porn videos per say, but instead doing extremely pornographic art videos. There’s a lot of porn out there, but there’s only a few people out there that are doing really beautiful art work that happens to be pornographic.

MATT: Something along the lines of like Bruce La Bruce?

DEREK: Not exactly.  The touchstones for me are things like an early BDSM film by Fred Halsted called “LA Plays Itself”, or the Christopher Rage movie “My Masters.”  These movies are porn, but they work more as art than as porn. I mean, I get off when I watch My Masters but it also puts me in this trancey head space that’s far more intense than just watching a porn movie. There’s a meditative intensity and an artistry to it. It’s more like going into an art trance when you’re looking at a beautiful painting in an art gallery and you can’t tear yourself away. That’s the feeling I get from these movies. It’s kind of like the same feelings you get from having sex, so I want to look at ways to actually recreate that feeling of having sex rather than just depicting sex. I want to create artwork that really pulls you into the idea of sex. I’ve been playing around with cameras and techniques and lighting and using a lot of the new technology that’s out there to really manipulate the way sex looks in ways that are both artistic and erotic. I don’t mean erotic in, “Oh, it’s a pretty looking body.” I mean erotic as in it turns you on. It makes you want to jack off but it’s still art. I don’t know, it may be a while before anything comes out but I’m still playing with it, so hopefully it will be good.

MATT: Well, good luck with that. I can’t wait to see what you come up with.

DEREK: Thank you so much for letting me talk.

MATT: Thank you. I really appreciate the interview.

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2009
10.03

DJ PIERRE FITCH

It has been over a year since I had the opportunity to interview my good friend Pierre Fitch. A lot has happened in that period of time. The sexy porn star from Montreal has branched out. His first love has always been music. It’s in his blood. So it came as no surprise when he decided to go into the DJ business. Almost immediately he began receiving requests to perform all over the world. Requests have come in from Berlin, Bern, Orlando, Mexico, and the list goes on. Although his name as a world famous porn star brings him the attention, Pierre wants to be recognized for him talents and a DJ. And believe me, the boy is talented. I’ve spent many hours with him listening to him practice. Every time I hear him I’m blown away. With his boyfriend, Julien Cox by his side Pierre has proven his skills in blending beats and spinning hit after hit. For a sample of DJ Pierre Fitch spinning and updates about his upcoming events visit www.djpierrefitch.com. You can also follow Pierre on Twitter at www.twitter.com/pierrefitch.

MATT: Hey buddy! How’s it going?

PIERRE: Hey Matt!

MATT: Pierre, when did you decide to become a DJ?

PIERRE: Oh, well, since I’ve been going out to clubs.

MATT: But when did you really become serious about it?

PIERRE: Oh, Maybe like about six months ago there. That was the serious time. It’s my tenth year anniversary in the porn business and I have a big name, so I might as well use my name to make myself bigger in the DJ business. It’s perfect in the gay world for me I think.

MATT: You built you’re own club in your basement, the Bad Boys Den.

PIERRE: Yeah, I spend a lot of time down there practicing.

MATT: When you performed for the very first time, what was that like for you?

PIERRE: It was stressful, but I managed to do it.

MATT: It was stressful?

PIERRE: It was very stressful. It was a lot of stress but I had a private party the night before to make sure I was used to the equipment they have there.

MATT: What was stressful about it? Was it the large crowd?

PIERRE: It wasn’t the crowd. It was all the equipment they have in there. They had sort of older equipment and I didn’t know much about it. It was older and it was a bit harder to use their equipment, but I got used to it. I made a few mistakes but it didn’t matter. I still managed. Next time I’m going to bring my own Pioneer things.

MATT: When you are performing what are your sets like?

PIERRE: I play house music, progressive house, tribal, some electro but not much. It’s mostly stuff gay people would like. You wouldn’t really go into a straight club and start playing house or tribal music. It’s not really their style.

MATT: You’re getting invitations from all over the world now.

PIERRE: Holy fuck, from Switzerland, Germany, all over. I’ve been asked to DJ for several events for the NO H8 campaign.

MATT: In your club, the Bad Boys Den, you have the latest equipment out there.

PIERRE: Yeah, Pioneer CD and MP3 and the Pioneer DJM 8oo mixer, and I have all the other gadgets like the effects 500’s, a midi keyboard, Albeton 7, well, you know, I have it all. I have a recorder for recording my sets.

MATT: Tell us about your site, www.djpierrefitch.com.

PIERRE: I have my own DJ site designed by a great guy. I do live shows on there occasionally, usually late at night. It brings me business. It brought me some business in Kingston (Ontario). So when I do that I post it on my Facebook and when people come and see it and like my style of music they send me an email.

MATT: Do you have any plans on recording and releasing a CD in the future?

PIERRE: Yes, but I’m going to give myself at least a year before I do that. That’s a lot of work in producing and I want to make sure I master my skills as a DJ before I even start thinking about producing. But yes, producing is my big plan. When you start producing it’s your own stuff. It’s exclusive and you get paid a lot more. My boyfriend, Julien will be shopping with all my money like Gabrielle on Desperate Housewives. Perfect couple, couldn’t get better than that.

MATT: Right now you’re doing a monthly gig at Goodhandy’s in Toronto. That not only  involves you DJ’ing but also doing a live shows too.

PIERRE: Yes, it’s called Tabernac. It’s my own event. I own the event and I’m really grateful for that because Mandy [Goodhandy] was on a mission to find someone to make an event for that Saturday and she chose me because she liked my performance from the event that I had during gay pride during the summer. So she called me back and asked me to be a DJ. I love it. And now I’m trying to get another regular event in Kingston, and that event is called Sex 101. So everything is combined with sex and DJ’ing. But not every club is going to be like that, but the one’s that I’m at right now for sure.

MATT: Even though you are using your name to get out there you want people to understand that you are serious about being a DJ.

PIERRE: Oh yes. At Goodhandy’s people came out to see me. I could have been the shittiest DJ in the world. But I love music. I can’t get enough of it. I’m serious about being a great DJ.

MATT: Growing up what kind of music did you listen to?

PIERRE: Rap. Rap and heavy metal.

MATT: That explains the DMX CD you have in your DVD rack.

PIERRE: I used to play in a heavy metal, punk band but I quit because I didn’t want to paint my nails black and dress all in black. We used to play in bars and stuff and I really didn’t fit in.

MATT: When did you really get into the dance music?

PIERRE: When I started going to clubs.

MATT: At some point do you plan on transitioning out of porn and just being a DJ?

PIERRE: No, I will always do porn. I may not always be in the porn movies but I’ll shoot porn.

MATT: What is your ultimate goal with becoming a DJ?

PIERRE: My ultimate goal is to become a big, top DJ. I’m not going to be on planes seven days a week. DJ’s like that, that’s all they do, but for me once a week is good enough. I have animals and my boyfriend. He won’t be able to make it to all my events but most of them.

JULIEN: Oh no, Matt’s going to see how dirty we are, hahaha.

PIERRE: Well, Matt, you’re going to be my camera man and take care of it so no one spills alcohol on it like my last one. But after you’ve had ten or fifteen drinks I’m taking it away from you.

MATT: Don’t worry. I’m not going to drink too much. I’m trying to cut back on my drinking.

PIERRE: You’re going to drink. A lot of the drinks are going to be on me, so you’ll drink.

MATT: OK then, in that case I’ll drink.

PIERRE: HAHAHAHA!

MATT: Julien, does Pierre where the DJ Pierre Fitch necklace I sent for his birthday?

JULIEN: Yes, he wears it every time we leave the house.

PIERRE: I wear it all the time. I kiss it for luck before I DJ. I give it a good luck kiss.

MATT: This is the hardest interview I’ve ever done.

PIERRE: That’s because you know everything about me already.

MATT: OK,who are your biggest influences?

PIERRE: Julien’s cock, hahaha! Uh, Matt, you went silent for a moment.

MATT: Did you just say Julien’s cock?

PIERRE: Absolutely!… My biggest DJ influences are the whole Star 69 label. Just go to my DJ site and look at my top five list. They are the ones that inspired me.

MATT: Is there anything you do before each set to get yourself psyched up?

PIERRE: Suck a cock and have about five Grey Goose Vodkas. That gets me going, Grey Goose Vodka and a big cock. Wouldn’t that get anyone going? Well, what gay DJ wouldn’t want that. Sucking a cock and having a few drinks right before DJ’ing, he’s the happiest man in the world!

MATT: How do you pick your set list?

PIERRE: I just choose whatever song I think fits in perfectly and then just blow them away. I have my set list prepared before I leave home but I also have some extra stuff that I throw in during the night. When the crowd is dancing I’m dancing away and sipping down the Grey Goose and cranberry.

MATT: So, when I come up next week what can I look forward to seeing?

PIERRE: Drunken sluttiness, HAHAHA… Great music and lots of hot guys dancing around the club.

MATT: So, you’re going to start taking some of your own equipment with you?

PIERRE: Yes, why do I want to use some of that outdated equipment that’s been out since the 90’s? I’m up with today’s technology and in today’s day, 2009, I like to stay up to date with things. Older CD players go out of beat and you have to constantly keep it in beat. With today’s CD players they stay in beat when you put them in beat.

MATT: Well, I can’t wait to see you guys next week. It should be a lot of fun.

PIERRE: Oh yeah. It’s going to be a lot of fun. You’re going to love it Matt. You’ve seen me DJ at home but you’ve never seen me in a club.

MATT: Great! I  can’t wait. Thanks again for the interview.

PIERRE: You’re welcome. I’ll talk to you later. Me and Julien are off to the gym.

MATT: OK, guys, have a great night.

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2009
09.24

Lucky Daniels may be one of the most unlikely models I have ever had the pleasure of interviewing. He has a heart of gold and gets the most pleasure out of inspiring others. Not only is he drop-dead gorgeous and extremely talented as a porn star, but his personal life is even more fascinating. You can follow Lucky on Twitter at http://twitter.com/luckydaniels69 and on Facebook at http://www.facebook.com/luckydaniels69.

MATT: Hey Lucky! How are you?

LUCKY: Hey Matt! How are you doing?

MATT: Good. Have you been doing alright?

LUCKY: Yeah, yeah, just really busy. This is a busy time of the year.

MATT: Well, the first question I have to ask you is how the hell do you put up with Rob [Romoni]?

LUCKY: Oh my God. It’s really funny because me and him met for the first time at the Grabbys this year and it was so funny because I ended up moving to LA right after the Grabbys. I didn’t even realize he lived in LA until a couple of weeks after I moved out here. And we ended up hanging out a lot because of our mutual friends are like Scott Tanner, Adam Killian… so we ended up becoming best friends.

MATT: Where did you move from originally?

LUCKY: Wisconsin.

MATT: How did you start out in the business?

LUCKY: I actually started out working with www.randyblue.com. I was trying to get back into the modeling industry, so I did this search on Google for male modeling and this one site came up called www.chiseledmale.com, and I thought it was like a model recruitment site because I was really naive and it ended up being a recruitment site for www.randyblue.com. Randy called me up and was like, “I really want to work with you and we would like for you to come and shoot a video with us, ” and I was like, “What?!,” and he was like, “Yeah, it’s a gay adult porn site and we want to give you time to think about it to make sure it’s something you want to do and then just get back to us if you want to do it.” And so I thought about it. I actually made a pro and con list, and after I went through everything I could possibly think of I ended up doing it because to me the pros outweighed the cons. The cons that I had written down… I realized that no matter what decisions you make in your life you have to make sure you are willing to take the bad with the good. So, I made sure it was something I wanted to do and now it’s been almost three years later.

MATT: And it’s still going pretty good for you.

LUCKY: Yeah, I took a little bit of a break over the summer because there were so many movies that I had done. I just started doing the DVD movies last July and a big string of them started coming out around April or May, so until a few weeks ago I had taken off for the summer.

MATT: How many DVD’s have you done so far?

LUCKY: DVD’s, I’ve done eight.

MATT: Now, you’ve worked with Channel 1, Jet Set Men, Colt, Lucas…

LUCKY: I’ve worked for six studios. I’ve worked with Falcon, Jet Set, Channel 1, Buckshot for Colt, Raging Stallions and Lucas Entertainment.

MATT: You’re first DVD release was with Falcon, wasn’t it?

LUCKY: Yeah, I did one with Falcon and that was “The Best Man 2″ which came out last year.

MATT: You’re also a personal trainer too. Tell me about that.

LUCKY: Well, I was training for a gym in Wisconsin, but when I moved out here I was so busy that I just do independent personal training. So, I take on a few clients and help them stay in shape and motivate them. Fun, fun. It’s really interesting because it’s never the same thing all of the time. It’s based on whatever the clients needs are, what goals they want to achieve. You get to be creative in a way and think of ways to motivate them and keep them, keep it fun but still help them achieve the results that they want to obtain.

MATT: Is there any particular area you specialize in?

LUCKY: It’s all around. Like some people focus on certain muscle groups. I focus on the whole body workouts and a little bit with the nutrition side as well.

MATT: Oh, that’s good that you work the nutrition in there. I think a lot of the people leave that out. They focus on muscles or cardio, but they leave the nutrition out.

LUCKY: Oh yeah, it’s the biggest killer for some people. They’ll be good with the cardio and good with the weight training, but when it comes to their eating habits people cave into the peer pressure of going out with friends and eating the crappy food. The thing I tell everyone is “everything in moderation.” If you have bad food it’s not bad, it’s actually good to take one cheat day a weeks, but you just don’t want to have ginormous huge portion sizes, ’cause that’s the thing; if you fast food but eat smaller portions throughout the day, your stomach is only going to get as big as what you put into it, so it doesn’t  expand it as much.

MATT: So you’re saying that me eating a large pizza all at one time is NOT good?

LUCKY: The thing is, if you ate a large pizza, if you made it into four meals and had two slices every two hours that’s better than having one large pizza all at once.

MATT: You’re a candidate for www.menmagazine.com Man of the Year.

LUCKY: Yep, yes I am. I’ve been campaigning heavily for it because I know I’m one of the candidates that doesn’t have the studio backing for the candidacy, and I was also told when I was nominated for it that it’s been won by gay-for-pay or straight guys for the past three or four years. So I’m trying to win it back for the gays.

MATT: Good for you. Win one for the home team.

LUCKY: Yeah, I know. But it’s all in good fun. I put up a video on www.youtube.com of my dog. It was really funny. He was masturbating and we put in little words that said… his name’s Joey, and it says like, “Joey supports his dad for Man of the Year, so go vote.” It’s just fun being creative and trying to get people to get out there and vote.

MATT: When does voting end?

LUCKY: It ends October 31. It’s goes on about two and a half months. It started in the beginning of August, and we’re at the end of September here, so I guess we’re in the last leg of the race coming up here in October.

MATT: Well, we definitely want everyone to go to www.menmagazine.com and vote for you.

LUCKY: Yeah, I appreciate it.

MATT: Something that I heard about you that I found really interesting is that you like Zig Ziglar’s books.

LUCKY: Oh my God, I like Zig Ziglar. One of my all time favorites is Og Mandino.

MATT: Oh my God, are you serious? I love Og Madino’s books.

LUCKY: I read “The Greatest Salesman in the World” and then “The Greatest Secret in the World,” then after those two I bought every book he’s every written. And it always makes me happy because all the books are these crazy colors like turquoise and red and orange, so even if I’m not reading them I’ll look in my bookshelf and see the books, the Og Mandino section, and they’re so colorful. It makes me happy. To me I just feel like… when I was going to school I didn’t like to read that much, and I remember hearing my teachers and professors saying that a lot of people in America waste away their knowledge and don’t utilize what they could be doing to better themselves or live happier lives. And after reading those books, it’s funny because they might not necessarily pertain to the people based on their stories, but it’s the principles and philosophies that are talked about. Between all of these authors that are very similar across the board, if you read them and apply them to your own life it’s amazing how much happier you are in your own life and how much more successful you can be. It’s a really cool feeling. I tell everyone it’s like  for me, it’s like waking up in Christmas morning because you’re so excited about life.

MATT: That’s true. And the thing about those books is every time you read them you get something different out of them every time.

LUCKY: Oh yeah, I think it’s good to re-read them because it all depends on what place you’re at in your life. And If you read them at one point, and then you’ve grown obviously since you read it before and you read it again you can get completely something else out of it.

MATT: So, what is next for you?

LUCKY: Well, I did just shoot a new movie a couple of weeks ago for Colt, their Buckshot. So, I think that will be coming out in the fall and then there’s a potential new reality docudrama that might be happening next month that I might be on. So that might be happening as well. But otherwise I’m getting ready to launch… it’s been postponed a little bit, but I’m getting ready to launch my own e-commerce website. It’s like an online life coach actually, which is inspired by all of the Og Mandino and Zig Ziglar books that I’ve read. It’s going to have on there different exercises you can do each day to keep your inner Zen and make sure you’re on the right track for what you want to do with your life. So I’ve been working on that as well. I’m doing a lot of different things right now, but that’s my main thing as far as work I want to push for in the future is my e-commerce life coach website, and then now that I’m situated out here in LA I’m doing more volunteer work and things like that.

MATT: What type of volunteer work?

LUCKY: I like to do coaching youth soccer and playing cards with the elderly at the nursing homes, and especially now that the holidays are coming up I doing Toy’s for Tots and helping serve food at the food shelter and things like that. For me… people can try to do things and want to be honored and recognized for their good deeds, but for me it makes me genuinely so happy. And I tell people, unless you’re a soulless person, you’re never going to hear someone say, “God, I feel like crap because I helped that person out.” It’s the whole law of… and I’m sure you’ve heard this from all these books, of sewing and reaping, and what you sew in life is what you reap. And it may not be monetary value but just the people you meet and the stories you hear and what you learn, it’s just really, really cool.

MATT: It feels good to know you made a difference in someone else’s life.

LUCKY: Yeah, even if it’s just talking to someone or a smile, it makes me so happy. For my campaign for Man of the Year, I don’t know why any of the other candidates want to win it. I’m like, for me it’s not going to change who I am whether I win it or not. I’m having fun campaigning with it. Me and Rob are having a blast with it actually, and the thing is though, if I did win it I would use it to bring more attention to overturning Prop 8 and helping out with causes like helping out with kids who are displaced by their families when they tell them that they’re gay and things like that.

MATT: That’s impressive. I wish more would give back and become involved in charitable work.

LUCKY: Yeah, I think sometimes people… and I can see it living out here in LA now, it’s easy to do to get caught up with everything that is going on because it is so fast paced, but I think it’s good to try to keep things is check and try to do what you can to help out other people. And I think it makes your successes so much more worth while and valuable if you do that.

MATT: You do quite a bit of dancing as well, don’t you?

LUCKY: Yes I do. It’s funny because I never did any dancing. I remember when I was in high school you were considered to be gay if you danced at high school dances, so I never danced in my life until I started doing movies. I did one event for Randy Blue about six months after I started working with them, and I just started trying to dance to the beat of the music. I’ve been dancing for about maybe going on two years now. I started to incorporate fun things like I just made my dancing my own as far as with props that I use. Sometimes I’ll wear a mask. I was at a garage sale and found a smiley face backpack, so I’ll use that when I dance sometimes, I don’t know. I just have fun with it.

MATT: I had read a little about your dancing. Evidently a lot of people are impressed with your dancing.

LUCKY: I noticed a lot of guys, depending on where I’m dancing, there are a lot of straight jocks that are dancing at the gay clubs for money. But there were a lot of guys that do the little Hawaiian shuffle thing like the bobbles on the cars. It’s like they just sway side to side. I’m like, that’s so boring to me! I don’t judge anyone, I’m not saying anything’s right or wrong, I just like having fun. I just know that for me when I dance it’s like a cardio workout for me because when I’m done I’m sweating profusely. You know, it’s a proven fact that people like to be around people who are happy and having fun, so I just try to make it a fun atmosphere for everyone to have a good time. I know sometimes I don’t make as many tips as some people, but I don’t really care. I just like having my own style for when I dance.

MATT: What is something about you that your fans might be surprised to know about you?

LUCKY: Um… they might be surprised to hear that I enjoy going to church on Sundays. I don’t know, I guess people think that if you do it you that you’re this sex crazed person that does drugs and parties. Some people think that we live these crazy lives, and I don’t know what everybody else is doing in the industry, but for me I guess that I live just a normal, regular life like everybody else. I’m engaged as well.

MATT: That’s terrific! Did you meet him after moving out to California?

LUCKY: Before actually. He’s from Maryland, but he lives out here in California.

MATT: Is there anything that you can tell me about the reality show we talked about earlier?

LUCKY: If this reality show gets picked up there will be a lot of things out in that. What they’re trying to do it pitch it to HBO and Showtime. They’re in talks right now as to what they want to do. They’re coming out to film next month. They shot a promo last month and now they are going to be out to shoot a pilot episode in October and then if Showtime or HBO likes what they see then it will be the series and it will be a new docu-drama. So, it will be a documentary style as far as a look inside the industry and into the lives of a few of us who do porn, and then it will also have the reality aspect. I told them, “I’ll be like your happy, peaceful Zen person on the show.” You might catch Rob and my cazyness at the gym. But that’s about all I know right now about what’s going on with it.

MATT: That sounds like that would be a great show. I would love that.

LUCKY: Yeah, so it’s looking like it should be pretty cool, so we’ll see how it all pans out here.

MATT: I hope that it gets picked up. It sounds like a big hit to me.

LUCKY: I’m hoping that it does as well. I guess we’ll find out in November or the end of the year.

MATT: Well, good luck with Man of the Year.

LUCKY: Thank you very, very much. I appreciate it. My ultimate goal is to like an Og Mandino and Zig Ziglar and become an author down the road. I’d like to write inspirational books as well.

MATT: Have you started writing anything yet?

LUCKY: A little bit. I’m going to do a book about my experiences about knowing I was gay when I was younger and suppressing my feelings. I grew up in a small town, and that’s kind of how this whole experience has happened up until this point. So, it’s kind of like a biography with motivational things in there that people can relate to that say that they might be afraid or different. Because I feel that no matter what it is, whether it’s motivational or learning, no matter what you want to find out or achieve in your life, you can always find it in a book and it will help you out. I know for myself, I’ll read a little bit and I feel really good. You get really into the books and it’s just kind of cool that you understand these principles that are explained in them.

MATT: They are such common sense principles too, once you read them.

LUCKY: I know, that’s what I thought too. Our minds by nature over-complicate everything so we over-think things. If you dumb down your mind in a way and you just think about things in life that are very basic, like how to control your happiness; it’s within your full control, and the power of choice and all these different little things.

MATT: Absolutely. I appreciate your time. Have a great night!

LUCKY: I appreciate you doing the interview.

MATT: Tell Rob I said hello.

LUCKY: I will. I’ll see him later tonight. You have a great day.

MATT: You too.

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